2010.01.01

新的一年新的开始! 又老了一岁，但是还没过生日!不能算是!哈!

昨晚的故事，stories about yesterday!

昨晚可以说是很开心的，还比christmas eve更开心!美中不足!欠了些气氛!所以。。。
昨晚下了goldhill,多了很多人!有阿kent在，很好玩，他跳舞那个样子很好笑，醉了得更好笑，我有拍起来但是upload不到!!昨天的party多了我的宝贝，Dorris, Gin gf!她很性感哦，我输左九条街。昨天喝很少，我很怕醉，脸红红的，全部以为我醉，haiz,那么多男士在，我哪里有那么容易醉!

昨晚去载ah joe的时候，他叫我不要乱放电，哈，果然的，我没有放电啊!听话!也听Ms A的话，但是她左拥右抱，一个Jacklyn,隔壁Dorris,哪里还会记得我啦!失望!为了你，放弃所有的party!haiz.....昨晚给人‘抽水’，我很讨厌!平时只有我抽人家水，昨晚却给了‘他’!吊他。。。Ms A和我说他醉了，醉左大塞啊?下次的party不会再叫你了!sohai.......


昨晚收到很多msg啊!!什么叫我戒cig,祝我成功。还有些是，长大啦，dai guo luii lah,生‘姓’点啊!祝你温到新男朋友!吾好gam吾听话啦! walao,有没有那么多祝福哦?哈哈，谢谢!

Mr G & Ms A

昨晚失眠哦，失眠了几个小时。现在的我还很累，但是我要起身去吃早餐了! update下我的心事先! 刚开了fb来check我的inbox, status, wall post! 哇，我的top spammer叫我换照片哦!算，换! Inbox,看见Gin的e-mail，他告诉我somebody is annoy him. Aduii,both of you what's going on?.....看了她的blog，死字当头!!真的要这样吗?今天是2009的最后一天哦!你们要玩到这样啊?大家各自去enjoy大家的party不是好吗?为什么为了一个人放弃所有的东西? 哈，很老实说，今晚我都不知道去哪里啊! 表姐叫我下thai club,但是我不是很想去!所谓，亲戚在，难kao zai. 今晚可以留在家没有?不用payment哦!哈哈哈!

A小姐，不要生气我们啦!我知道今年的唯一最后一天你很想和我们度过，但是你要为我们想想，他没有车，我没有人载，更何况我已有人约了!!其实昨天很想和你坦白说，我不是很想去，但是最后就是没有说出口!因为我也很想和你一起度过!他告诉我说他很不好意思，因为他令你失望!他知错得啦! 下次见到他就丙他!vicky话即!打不还手，广不还口!

G先生，我不知道你发生了什么事啦，没有车还是不得空!还是什么原因!你把她弄生气了，就要想办法去补救啊! 其实我知道昨天你和我喝茶的时候，你的心很想我和你一起去。但是对不起! 下个星期再和你下laundry啦! 最多叫camry请完啦!哈哈，你叫啊!

我要话卑你地知即野搞定塞，吾好唠啦! 我终于可以安心去食早餐啦!
Anything or information, please contact me if you're the trouble.....hehe!

New Year Eve 2009

Haiz, i was felt a lot suprise and happy. That i've a lot people date me on tommorow,
apasal ahh? izit all of you think i'm single than accompany me?
Either have me join the parties will be more crazy?

Thanks a lot, and apologizesssss it,
Maybe i'll lost the chance with someone,

Examples, the first buddies date me, Ms A and Gin.
Gold hill club, booking me on last thursday!
(Finally, gin said if i ffk nvm gek, next thursday out of laundry drunk again! he invite me) wewewe.....Gin treat me woh!

Second, sor lou.
He is date me opera or cheong k.
But he still haven comfirm me yet,
stupid plan and stupid date? haha.......
date a sor pou oh, dare of you! peace off!

Third, just received a called from Ms R.
She is date me going Vegas on tommorow night.
And important is, she said that she'll intro many dude and boys for me.
She is funny at the phone! i kept laughin' with Gin.
haha, she is good for me coz she know i'm single-ing.
She scare i'm lonesome and date me out of clubbing!

Lastly, somemore date me out of dinner,
but i'd know, i'm lazy for these date!

Many buddies till keep asking me,
where you want to go on tommorow,
can tell me in da early? i gonna go fetch you and ready the parties!
coz many backup is waiting me!
Aduii, say it again, vicky chong just have one!
haha, izit i'm LC to you guys? sorry.....

Conclusion is,
i till consider it which parties is suit for me on tommorow,
but i've to know, if i ffk you all,
you all will feel some dissapointed...........^^

Buddies, gold hill- 35%
Sor lou-50%
Ms Ruby-15%
Dinner-5%
Stay at home-0%

Thanks with you buddies,
Gin, Ms A, Mr C, Mr C & sor lou+++, my family is so love me on this few week since i break with him! thanks.

Masa sudah tidak awal, aku ingin tidur dengan awal lah.......good night! But i think later will more spammer spam my dream! hahaha

Ultimately, more pic will upload soon and the stories haven be the ending! hehe^^

Webcam with dearest

Aduii, taken by him, my darling Louis. He is cutted his hair, damn yong shui, but still have a baby face. I'd know, next week is opening school, so he must cut it.........Crazy with him. I love webcam since last day! haha, syiok oh, but my webcam is broken down, save money and buy it!

sor pou face.......damn ugly erh...i was cut my hair. sor lou said i so kawaii! and lou por said so cute as like kid!

haha, thanks comment at all! kawaii is better then mature lah...'老水'

This time is my real smile lah.

Huh, weird abit.........but actually is cute. i think!

the stupid colin leong,' gao gao zhen' at behind!

And lastly. my souvenir! haiz.....J punya signature sudah tak ada, but i till his fans of love!

More pic will upload soon, i waiting my lou por and Ms A upload and update!

So, am i still continue my topic?

yes, today many stories!

Yahoo

Louis and Colin was came back from singapore luh, haiz, i miss them. Woke up in da early, just received many call and msg, but my phone just leave at upstairs! Aduii, both of them are on the way coming my house, i waiting my souvenir and J signature! Haiz, my home is riot of them, i think will challenge ps3 again with them, my brother sure funny at will be. He is kind of child, but just leave a girl, selin wong! Her mum is in hospital, so i think she is staying at home. And me, gonna going out lately. My event is full on this few day! But anywhere, just less some accompany my family, i'm so sorry for those are nagging me everyday.haha. I miss him, miss my buddies everyday even we're keep contact everyday! I miss you Ginggo, meet my lou po and Ms A later, out of sg wang. Yahoo, peace off to them, i just enjoy my window shopping and dating with lou po! coz my money is running low on recently, parties everyday until pk, hahaha!

By the way, more few day is the opening school, some feel for me is, i was graduated, i was freedom, i need a job and cover my life lah! Looking for full time to spend up my idle time.

My brother was format computer on last night, all the data is gone, huh, fortunately my pictures is already upload. Important is, i forgot move my song to folder D, haiz, some heartbeat for me, all my love song gonna download again! waste my time!

Yesterday was getting a deep sleep, so sweet coz the cool air for me!

And lastly, i gonna go saloon cut my hair, damn messy as like grass! Huh, gunting rumput*!

I'll be back from here soon, stay tuned and don't miss me a lot, i scare of flu, running nose! haha, did you get what i means?

朋友的感觉回来了

我很喜欢，很享受现在我拥有的生活!很简单，很开心! 开心也是一天，过了又再打算!

今天的我很平反，吃了就睡，睡了又再吃!不会觉得闷，老婆陪了我很久，fb & msn也有人陪我聊天!

今天的title为你而开，就是你，刚才和我聊天的你!老实说，认识到你算是一种缘分!和你聊了那么多那么久，很舒服!很少人会advert我的一切!你很advert我，你告诉我说你很'bzbody'!哈!!我很抱歉，我对你的一切都很浅，今天以后，要开始认真去了解你了!!我很谢谢你，不介意我的过去!还很老实告诉我你的东西，你很坦白，我最喜欢这类型的男生!!相信你女朋友一定会得到幸福! 而你刚才问我的东西，我都老实告诉你了!你是第二个我向你老实的人!其实你get到我说什么吗?刚才和你聊的时候我在偷笑，在imagine你的傻样子!现在也是!还觉得你很可爱!!偷偷的，我又笑了!我很少那么‘正经’和朋友聊天!就这样!我就把你当是我的好友了!

其实在我心里很少‘ngam king’的朋友!我找到了一个，现在又添加了一个!被人疼爱的那种感觉很舒服!!你们很疼我!我feel到!你们真的不介意继续疼爱我这个傻婆?哈哈。

最近朋友们都很疼爱我，我知道我receive到你们的心意，谢谢! 尤其是‘傻’的那个啊!哈!

♥ 很爽

I'd my deep nightmare, sweet dream, due rest on last night,
no people called me and sms in da midnight!
Good, i enjoyable for those!

Woke up in da lately.
11 something, lao por sms me and asked me 'wake up mei'.
Aduii, my dream still processing at that moment!
But it okay, because i also gonna prepare everthing,
havin' a mask, after that house chores,
my brother is argue with my dad,
haiz, noisy and fun!
But finally, they're setter it and my bro was maked me laugh!
Thanks him, '烂get' a lot!

Since don't know when, my family is always joking.
Haha, if everyday can become like that is more good and futher!
Lols, i was refresh it, kept asked myself on last night,

single or in a relation which is better,
today my answers is, one is better than two!
agree?

Friends? no comment at all,
just let it gone!
学你们说的，多我一个不多，少我一个不少!

这几天都很free,没有appoinment,
留在家很爽，到时到候就有人和我说话!

♥ unhappy and please stop it!

'' vicky chong m.h just have one!''

*the fake smile i wouldn't pretend it with you guys again!

tired,累了!

Happy= just a common thing i can do it everyday!

I so stress, pressure without a real smile,

my smile, my love, my personal include my life,

all is fake and copy down from it! do you know?

anyone can tell me what is 'buddy' ?

anyone can tell me what is 'love'?

anyone can tell me what is 'respect'?

(my Inggeris is so worst, what's that? can explain it for me?)

All it gone, all the matter is ruin and suck!

headaching until now, what the method i can solve it?

Friends with those or each other is fake or real?

who can tell me>?

what you want to do and who you want challenge it?

anything is occured between us and you or them?

I detest people pretend infront of me and behind me is the betray!

(who the friend is trustworthy for me?)

Enough and please stop it,

doubt of you, who can i believe it again?

all is my friends include ex,

please stop it the argue!

I so tiring.

ain't stupid and idiot!

I've eye to see, i've ear to hear!

You guys not told me,

you can friend with him and you too told me can friend with them?

so what happening now?

is that my fault?

but i know, is my problem and fault!

so-sorry, i so tired even you all treat me so best!

(aduiiiiii)

can i gv out the game you're playing?

i just want freedom and happy,

izit difficult to get it?

今天你在车骂我，我真的很不爽你! 你说你看见我眼红红，对不起，我没有!

你的大话很美，钱帮你出了就是了，不用找借口我帮你付，就当是车油费!

我不想再欠你任何东西了!!

还有，今天我很意外的是你说话很粗，把我骂得很肮脏!算是什么意思?

和你分了几个星期，没有人骂过我，朋友全部都很疼我，家人也一样!

今天你的心情不好，我能怎样，静静给你骂就是了!

你说我sohai，是，我真的是! 满意没有?

今天和你说的话，你生气我，我明白!我也和你说对不起!

我不是有意要勾起那些字语!我说错了!!

你知道我为人!你也不是不了解我!

我很讨厌你心情不好就拿我来出气，

你是我朋友，我就是这样忍好了!

你变了，变得骄傲了!

寻晚夜

寻晚同过小姐饮酒!
第一次就奉献左卑巨啦!
我好少陪女仔饮酒!
感觉上好怪啊!
她系得gek....系我差jek!
To be frank, basically only boy will treat me eat and drink,
but my first time means that the girl is treat me eat and carlsberg!
one bucket both of us is gao dim,
but i seldom drink it!
she is treat me dunhill light,
aduii, the taste so shit, menthol is better lah!

Was meet up all the high school punya 'old' friends,
walao, all exchange a lot, and the stupid!
c y l, called me treat her two bucket!
walao, i'm the bankrup and my money is running low!
she thought that i'm drunk as like blur!
Sebenarnya, dia sudah mabuk LOL!
ToTo, tipu org tdk otak!

they're ordered two bucket carlsberg,
aduii.........a lot guys over there also need A-A payment oh?
rugi liao, ordered sky juices lagi worth mah!

最近生意好忙!
电话一粒钟几蚊上落!
耳仔痛，手痛，但系嘴吾会痛!
早晨好得闲，但是没人打来!点解gek?
夜晚好眼寻，但系好多人打来!又点解gek?
(因为全部都要做工，变度似我好得闲系屋企寻同食!) *注米大懒虫
012 & 016都系!
卑屋企吊到!广我生意好L忙!
事实上，都算系gek!哈哈!

Was slept in da lately on last night,
around 3something lah,
chat with sor lou at msn and with my lou por at fb too!
both of them damn ham sap! aduii, both of you knew i knew lah!
s-e-c-r-e-t! they was chatted with me a lot! shhhh..........
(but i know, they're joking with me! blekkk)

6a.m. sedang saya punya sweet dream,
the stupid is called me woke up!
A-D-U-I-I! just a small case also need to told me.
but he my vvip, i wouldn't reject his call!
received his call and laugh him! haiz, sleeping also getting happy!
first time gave you liao! so rugi ahh me!
stopped the call and continue my dream! shhh.....silent dream!

8a.m, my family and cousin is called me woke up out of breakfast!
Aduii, baru tidur sekejap pun mau bangun oh!
(many pimples is bursting out ahh!)
Until now, so tiring but so awake!
Going interview later.
Hope that is success!

Genting + Christmas eve + Pavilion

(Picturesss baru sampai sini, sekarang baru upload, masih panas dan fresh! )hehe......
This topic already using my precious time and '捱眼训' to done it, aduii, many pimples is bursting out ahh, damn hatred for those stupid ugly fat face! haiz......

First by first,

Genting trip, wednesday!23/12/2009!

(my first trip is gave sor lou liao......)

‘狼’材女貌! my darling lou por~

smirk smile with my cappucino, without dunhill methol! hahaha~

aduii, fake of smile! fat face!

my lou por is a bad guy, he is smoker......

but i love!

with him again....i love this pic!

vicky and akimy! Ms A is处女 (virgin)

i love my tongue my everything, include T.piercing,

but that day i was ate it! damn.....gonna buy it as soon again!

stupid.....

vicky in da coffee bean, detest smoke!

Night out day again.

same as that day, after genting, the curve dinner!

lady or girl?

mature or childish?

Christmas eve, church & gold club

casual look!

lou por drunk and blur liao......good, and cute

smoker kaki far me away please,

i hate second hand smoke!

Christmas day! shopping with darling D!

time square punya!

sushi king, thank Mr D treat me an enrich brunch!

the coffee bean, double pure chocolate ice blended.

paid sendiri! not so syiok, hahah!

waiting Mr D atm....sien and tired!

he is not care me and coz i'm his ah4....

yeah baby! i miss you....

Home sweet home~

and my blog is done liao luh, enjoy your reading!

对不起，我爱你!

(vicky parties everyday! today is my off day!xD)

今天的心情很美，
在吃饭的时候，
和哥哥聊天，他来逗我的!
(吃饭都那么多话讲!)
他问了我很多东西，教了我很多东西!
大哥不骂人的样子很好看，嘴巴也很甜!!
(这是不是留传下来的!?)
不知道是不是他要回去大学然后交待东西!
还是他觉得我的生活改变了很多!
每天都夜出早归!
其实他知道我很多东西，包括我在外做些什么!
只是他没有告诉家人!!
其实他骂我是为我好，他想我读书!
他想我走他的路!他很疼我，是我不知道!
那天他骂我的东西突然觉得很好听!
所谓，金石良言! 我会记得的!
下个星期他要回去了，家里又冷清清的!
寂寞加寂寞!
他问得东西都仿佛在暗示些什么!
我觉得他很怪，还是我们少沟通?
我和二哥的感情不是很好，
他很少理会我的一切，
我们的性格是很match的!什么都一致!
但是我们很少说话!慢慢的，就这样了!
大哥，他真的很少在家。
有时真的把他忘记了!
没有钱和他拿是最爽的，
讨价还价，越拿越爽!
慢慢的，我开始依赖他了!
大哥，我不会形容他了!
我只知道，他对我改观了很多!!
他很了解我的一切!
(他刚问我，要做‘梁地官’几久啊?)
(我说，哈，你又知道的?)
(他说，看了你的fb title,‘在家不用payment’!)
就这样，我们开始我们的话题了!
聊了很久，他又告诉妈妈我需要什么!
aduiii,他知道我需要自由!哈哈!

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我又认识到心朋友了，女生! 21岁!
我们很好谈!他打电话给我，问了我很多东西!
Meanwhile,他教了我很多人生道理!
Walao, 21岁就那么成熟了! 我爱他!
她说那天我醉了得样子加上脸红红的!很可爱，
她说那天的我很颠很爱玩!
(其实，我真的很爱玩!)
她对我的观察很details，他很了解我!
反而我却没有什么理会到她!
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最近我得罪了很多人，
全部很喜欢晚上半夜来找我聊天!
昨晚就是一个sample!
我失眠了很久才入睡，
怎么料到，一个sms,一个call我!
就这样!眼精精望天亮! 很迟才睡!
(switch off my hp tonight! 016 & 012 too!)

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很多人问我，现在的你okay吗?
放下了吗? 要找对象吗?
要找一个怎样的?

**其实我已经忘记了，我已把我的一切放下了!
至于对象，对不起。
我还想单身，还想要自由!
虽然有点寂寞，但是，我很enjoy和我朋友在一起的feeling!
什么都能做，包括kao zai!
hahahaha! freedom is best^^

我爱玩，我爱认识交朋友!
有了男朋友就等于一只没有脚的小鸟!

单身万岁!

Aduii!!

Aduiiiii, many pic was upload it by Ms. A!
damn yong shui ahh, baby fat face for me!
Can i dlt it? hahaha........

Just came back from hang tuah,
one word can mention for me right now
'tired'!
Going out as like 'sardin' around the corner and inside the mall!
Pavilion, t.s and sg,wang is damn full of fellow~

Woke up in da early, 9something Mr.Davin was sms me called me woke up,
haiz, was slept in da lately on last night, 4a.m. only slept leh.

Woke up dressed 'leng leng', called my brother fetch me to Station Lrt,
he was kind for me, hahaha, he through sent me to T.Square.
walao, first time woh! free of transport and money!

Stories about today i idle to mention it out,
i just can said, accompanied Mr D is tiring!
He is busy bought his clothes and shoes,
and i? as like ah 4 followed on his back.
Ahduiiii, leg so aching ahh!

I was change it to hotlink,
was went to low yat maxis bought a sim pack,
is so LUCKY for me,
the num is damn easy to memories and important is,
my birthday figures on the back-012xxx8012!
Damn nice and wonderful.

Was spend a lot money,
now i'm the shortage for money,
i already gone and bankrup luh,
you guyss don't date me out of parties liao,
i gonna take a rest and save money!

*Pic will upload soon, idle at all my stories,
my post until here and stop it!
If you willing, go in my fb profile and get the photo!
Here will been lately upload! thx~

*刚才的我不是不想和你聊天说话，
是我真的很累，加上早上有种不舒服的感觉，
我想呕但是过了一下又没有!
我没有出声真是把你吓惊了?
(他说我没有出声是件好事!吊他~)
今天真的很静，
最舒服就是在Pavilion Coffee Bean那边‘叹烟’!
爽啊!! 在那边坐了很久，也想了很多东西!
把你闷倒了，对不起!
谢谢你的陪伴，谢谢你的sushi king (brunch)!
好友。

醉

今晚大家都好L醉!
我仲好清醒甘打跟blog!

我被骗了，
nobody tell me gonna drunk on last night,
一上车diam diam的，
全部问我什么事，
大姐大佬，静也有错哦?
silent is better, you know?

7something,
My bro was fetch me went to kuchai lama punya church,
walao, gave my cousin lie again!
Nevermind, family gathering!
Thought that open house and party gek,
no wonder, Gin was called me and said come and pick me up and together go find Ms.A.
I thought just yam cha and chui shui,
casual look, RUPA-RUPANYA, gold hill for parties!

What can i said with them,
Ms A birthday woh, just enjoy it!

全部都醉了，就除了我!
你们知道为什么吗?
因为两位男士帮我顶酒!
Walao,给他们的拥抱和kiss是没有错得!
除了男士外，女的当然也有!
刚才奉献了很多kiss! 拍了很多照，
但是没有usb，upload不到!

今早没有mood的，
但是现在的mood还是一样!
i miss him so much~

又认识到新朋友!
失恋的人真有benefit!多到!
收到很多x'mas msg，但是就是没有他的!
有点失望，收到一封很美的，
from danny chong!我超爱，留起来纪念!!

回到家，看见老妈在外等待，
死，一身烟味，跑去7-11买口香糖!
回到来，被哥吊，
因为讲电话太大声了!
明天100% comfirm中骂，
连续一个星期我都很迟回家!
算啦，最多耳朵痛!
不能顶嘴，我不能和钱斗气!吃亏的是我!

等下，也就是下午!
非出不可! 出埋今天，要闭关了!
很累啊，铁人也会散!

今晚到处都是人，没有parking!
不懂是不是我的出现叻?哈

其实现在的我有点醉的，
很想睡觉! 我很想我的两位老婆咯，
他们醉了得样子很可爱!
我很怕今晚又失眠哦!
我很想他，真的很想!

Akimy-
生日快乐，大过女啦!
仲要啊，vicky以加吾需要toyota backup啦!
吾好唱通街左啊，vicky仲要温食kao仔gar!哈!

Aduii, rich or poor also can be my friendss! yeah baby,
help me promo har, sometime felt lonesome ahh!!

昨晚+今天

一起身就给人‘吊’。
一早的美梦就这样被人骂到衰晒!
有没有搞错?
(不要再和我耍这些招数，大家斗硬罢了!!!!)

昨天上云顶!
很懒惰详细的把一切写下来!
不想勾起那些不开心的回忆! 吊。
晚上去the curve，
半夜回来cheras找G先生喝茶!
昨晚有够险，三条友保护我一个，
那三个去了pasar malam!
突然下雨，没地方去。
就待在一旁!
老实说，我被人打劫过，
我很怕!

今晚，死定，不知道要出没有?
如果今天生病真的不用出，爽死!
哈哈，但是我很精神啊!
如果没有什么东西的话，
今天move去kepong。
去Ms.A家过夜! 明天还没打算。
很不想出!很累啊!

失眠，
昨晚又失眠，
以为玩得累就可以躺在床直睡!
怎么聊到~

讨厌。
被人抛弃的感觉很不舒服，
那种感觉回来了!
现在很没有安全感的!!
因为他丢下我了!!
昨晚到现在我的心还不是很舒服，痛到!
我想我们是最后一次的约会!谢谢你!

照片迟点再upload!

昨晚的故事不是很想回忆! 就这样，挂上句号好了!

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Edward和他女友，朋友来到cheras找我，
感动到，他lengzai了!还变了很多!
我又要去sunway找他了，想死他!哈
昨晚喝茶遇到很多人，LCLY了很多!吊!
现在的心还不是很爽，
这就是朋友!

生病了!

其实不算是生病，一早起身自己有预感会生病!
哇，我不能生病，星期四和星期五还要出去!
今天真的要留在家休息，
今天一早就发冷，盖了被，关了风扇!
很想继续睡觉，但是我已经起来了。
在床懒了三个小时都不能睡，
还是起身好了!整身累累得!
最近夜生活太多了!要检点一下!

星期四的节目有点乱水，
我安排不到!!又要顾family parties那边，
又要安排下朋友的节目!
头痛!

今天看了A小姐的blog..
想起昨天的G先生，很无奈的样子!
手一直拿着烟，嘴巴相似‘拉拉’那样没有什么开!
我知道他很累了，我何妨不是!
今天的他做full day, good到!
至于我，今天还是不要约人出去在家好了!

我差点忘记今天是冬至，
打电话给妈叫她买糯米粉回来搓汤圆!
她告诉我说，今年这一家姓张的不能庆祝，
因为我们刚做了笑丧! 我问她可以去打包吗?
我妈说不能。就这样!要等到下一年了!
汤圆那种口感，我很想念，
放进refrigerator拿出来的那种冷度!
放进口里咬，爽!
望梅止渴也好!我很爱吃汤圆，
但是偏偏就不能!想下也爽!

很累哦，待会再睡!
这次要关电话了!
免得打扰!

Yam cha

''Love sex and magic''

12.21a.m right now,
Just came back from Manjalara~
I just can said it, i so tiring even all the event is damn happy!

老实的说!
昨晚从thai club回来就只睡了四个小时!
早上四点睡觉，八点被叫起身吃点心。
回到家没有睡过，
下午4点睡，电话一连串的响，
被他们叫起身了，冤枉到!
起了身，六点跑去睡，顶不了!
睡到那5分钟，Ruby & Gin call我，
说去唱k.......
Alamak,好不容易的睡着啊!
拒绝了，因为我没有钱了啊!
yam cha不是几好!

不睡了，起身冲凉。
Gin到我家了，头发没有吹干就上车了!
去了Manjalara载他们喝茶!
很累，又吹水。爽!
现在的我很累但是不想睡!

最近的我失眠，
我要很久才能入睡下去!用了那些歌来催眠自己去睡!
躺在床上至少要一个小时才能入睡!死没有?
样子很憔悴，明天一定要呆在家休息了!

星期三，还没想到有什么节目，
星期四，哇，不想得失朋友的约会。
安排着，family gathering for BBQ,
Colin and Louis is coming back from Singapore,
waiting my souvenir and J signature! walao, i miss them!
我等着傻佬的约会LOL，
很怕他放飞机! ! S-T-U-P-I-D..... I miss you so, one week liao we didn't meet out.
Special VvIP~

Toyota backup,
今天的热门话题，
又来说我很多backup了!!
其实Gin Gor在暗示着自己，哈
(你的车牌我不会忘记的，但是到现在我还不懂你的车牌号码!哈~)
‘她’ 给了很多约会我，我接不了!
我是一位破了产得人士，不要给那么多travel我!哈。。
搞到我心嘻嘻那样!

Christmas,
lonesome lah wei.....hate this year 2009~

Looking for a Job

3.09a.m right now,
I just came back from Thai club!
I won't thought before i can go in,
Ruby, new friends, we was meetin' out at steven corner!

Begin,
Gin was date me go out yam cha,
we went to MCD and steven corner,
Gin ex gf was funny and she sent a msg to GIN,
Title: Looking for a boy, wth......damn fun loh.
Gin was forward the msg and wrote something about me,

(As like this, some i forget coz the pages is too long!)
[i'm vicky, i'm looking for a boy or men, ages must been 18-22, no tb no gay just for boy, need a height of tall and weight is normal. If any information can call me if you intersting, contact Ms Vicky, hp num is 016-743xxxx! thanks]

Stupid Gin and me, what finding a men, walao.........DAMN IDIOT!

Gin called his new ex gf, Ruby, she is nice and friendly. When we chat i felt so cosy. Walao, Gin said my stories again, looking a men,bla bla bla. Gin asked Ruby intro some men or boy for me, both of them funny and so seriously, she were show the pictures, her ex her boss her parties friends also said match for me! (fat,thin,tall,short,rich,poor,clever,naughty,dude,++)

What can i said with them? just speechless and continue our topic! hahaha, i love you men!

After yam cha, Ruby wanna get her salary and through went to thai club.
Ruby bring me in, and she intro her supervisor, boss and 'men' for me! Good LOLs! Rich punya style!! Important is, she introduce her job for me, sell alcohol. And i was interview it even i'm unwilling~!

Venue: maison, aloha, thai club........
Salary: (basic) Rm120 per night, just 4hour, transport is include,
(co...)Rmxxx per night if you're the top!
(one month) the figure is make you crazy LOL.

最后她老板送了一句话给我，
他说我有的是口才，值得考虑!

就连他们也这样说? 朋友也是! 真的没有?

Still consider, Gin was intro P1max for me! which i should try? WTF, money and normal life?
Wake up only think, tommorow need to wake up in da early for 'dim sum'!

*一包烟就这样搞定了!爽~

I need a travel

T-R-A-V-E-L,

Still planing my christmas event,
this year will alone celebrate it,
i keep jotting down all the memories that it gone.

I need travel as soon,
saving pocket money to go ahead!
(b-e-a-c-h)

A-L-O-N-E,
Not first time i'm going there by myself,
still consider for the trip!

有没有人陪是另一回事，
我需要离开这里，
我需要一个人静一静!
我的事已经麻烦到你们了，
我不想再这样了!
散心是最好的!
有钱什么都能!
问下家人的意见再决定!

M-O-V-E,
我想搬去Ipoh然后找工作!
生活一切都会改变!
想着想着，考虑着妈妈给得意见!
搬去那边然后找工作!!

问题?

是不是失去了一切才会后悔?
是不是有的时候是不会珍惜?
是不是说分手后就不是朋友?
是不是失恋特别没有胃口而会去乱想?

一个星期了，
我的心问了自己很多次，
是我没有珍惜我有的一切，
是我没有珍惜你给我的东西!
你什么都能给到我，
只是在你身上拿不到安全感!
没有就是没有，
你说我没有爱过你，你说你付出得比我多，
其实你不是我，你没有资格说我没有爱你!

我答应你我不会哭，
我没有哭，
那天见你以后就没有了!
你的安慰，我还记得，
你的关心，我还留着!

我还能怎样?
我暂时不需要爱情，
我需要检讨一下自己的attitude,
我需要自己一个去冷静!

朋友，
我还能相信谁?
唯有‘他’，没了!

Akimy,
我和你还是很要好的朋友。
你的blog我看了!
谢谢你，一直那么支持我!

Hurt so pain

Was told myself everytime,
I can't let the tears dropping even i'm sadness without you.
Remembrance our love stories.
(Bleeding love jor, sadness)

What can i do? forget the matter?
I couldn't forget you.
Heart so pain and i was cried in my heart,
my heart kept bleedin', felt unconscious without thrill!
i'm so-sorry, attempts at all of y-o-u.
I wouldn't forget what that happen between with us on recent,
2years, memories of two years,
but i've to promise you,
just let it gone, give some times for me,
i thought i can do it and will be more better!!

I've no mood but i till kept the fake smile on this few day,
nobody's at home,
Yesterday was felt lonesome and quite, G-O-O-D!
my bro was called me woke up at midnight,
he was asked me for supper,
and he was knew, i din't take my dinner,‘死衰样’
so he asked me and DA BAO laksa for me,
i was ignore him, and i felt nausea- food!
and my bro was reply me,
(mother not at home so you better食自己!)
Good, my mum was called in the morning,
first words i received from her,
(does you eat? i said, yes,da bao liao! she ans me back,'emm')
Just now, my mum was callin' back,
(she asked me,you stayin' at home? i said yes and sure LOL.)
(she asked,no go out yam cha and dinner, and i said, no ppl date and i was ate maggie liao)
i felt some awesome to my family,
they was treat me as due, izit have something they was knew?
(i don't know, if know will been nothing!)

Was slept in da early on last night,
around 11some i was slept as like p-i-g!
(because i so hungry! sleep can ''TAHAN LAPAR'')
The stupid was sms me at midnight,probably 2.30am.
what can i said with him?
he disturbed my dream sigh!,
and he asked me, sleep jor mei,
(my msg ringtone called me woke up received the msg)!
sigh, he the special for me, if someone disturb my sleeping,
she/he sure will give me fuck until scare!
But i was reply and chat with him even i so hungry!
Walked to kitchen and drunk a lot water,
so awake and chat with him, until 3.30am,
called the stupid and slept, and what i do?
kept thinkin' all the rubbish!

My mum is on the way coming back,
good, no need go out and DA BAO,
i so hungry right now,
but i idle out of food, so i decide go sleep LOL,
good night and sweet dream!

My life was gone,
everything is gone and i keep the boonbastic at all,
no love no problem,
christmas is around the corner,
This year,2009, single lady celebrate it with family!

And i said it,
Single life is diffrent~

傻佬给了一个bad romance

昨天有够颓废，觉得自己一无所有了!
想了很久也哭了很久!

晚上，傻佬约我出去，他知道我很不开心!
他约了我两次，我放飞机!
这次真的不能放了! 会被人劈gar~
昨晚真的很累了!
照出，因为不想傻佬失望!
他知道我不开心，特地叫我出的!
cheras>hartamas>mont kiara>ss2>hartamas!
(兜了很多路，当食风jek!)

他带我去到一间很special的餐厅!
在ss2的，名好像是the cave.
它的decoration很different!
我很喜欢!有够真，surrounding都很静!

然后傻佬又带我去了hartamas的blackholl ‘劈酒’!
他问我要回家没有，
因为我告诉他我很累!我说没必要!
我不想扫他兴，我join了!
(幸好有去，不然就吃亏。哈)
那里的气氛很美，他的朋友全都很nice，
自己觉得静了点，
因为我很少出声，我很累!
他介绍他的朋友给我认识，
全场最年轻还是我，哈!
到现在我还不知道他们的名字，
我忘记了!哈哈哈
傻佬一直问我是不是很闷，
其实是不会的，因为听着歌，头脑在思考!
(是那38才会说我闷!!废)
他们很enjoy，他们很颠，good!
(This type of people suitable for me! let's crazy)
傻佬坐在我旁边，他帮我顶了很多酒，
因为他知道我胃不舒服!
傻佬喝了很多!
他醉了得样子很好笑!
整晚我都在笑!!他们很奸，
灌醉人的手法有点假! 假得来很真!
(玩牌出千，全班老千世家。哈哈)
他们问我，你的男友?
我有点尴尬!!

我喝了很少，昨晚的酒我觉得很甜。
(哈哈，因为有傻佬在!)
到最后，傻佬醉了!
他躺在我肩膀，看不到他的样子!
哈，到现在我还记得他的傻样!

散ben了，
时间忘记了!
我很累了，还要在车里照顾傻佬!
我很怕他会要什么事!保持清醒帮他看路。
他走错路，走了很多冤枉路!
haiz,都知道你的傻样的啦!
又食风!免费风!
他呕了，哈哈哈!
他告诉我他呕了什么，好恶心LOL,
我很想笑，笑不到了，很累了!
(现在我在笑，一起身就在笑!哈哈)

在车里听了21guns,
静了下往外看!
傻佬以为我哭了，傻的真是傻的!
你约我出的目的就是要我开心，我不会辜负你整晚的心机!

四点多到家，我还不想睡，
等傻佬的信息，我不放心!
傻佬找我了，安心的，什么也没有想就睡了!
昨晚的梦很甜，什么也没有去想!
是傻佬把我拉起来的，谢谢他，
给了一个bad romance我!
谢谢他，给了一个bad image我!
谢谢他，把我顶醉才会搞成这样!
谢谢一个那么有义气得傻佬!

朋友!

现在的我知道谁真谁假!
今晚我会去找你，
你还有我!
他们说到你这样，
他们的事!
我相信你就行了!
Akimy..你才是我的好朋友!!

不要再理会他们了!
我们俩是朋友就可以了!
谢谢你这几天那么支持我!
谢谢你!

Esther,我们还是朋友吗?
这个问题重复问了自己很多次!
算了，我们还是~

意料之中

昨天电话有够忙!
我很烦了，很累了!
昨天早上很后悔和你说要做会朋友!
很后悔和你说太多了!
你们要怎样?
耍够了没有?
全部围在一起一定给你们说得很肮脏，
阔出去了!
早上和晚上的东西完全是different的!
我还能相信谁?
(今天早上看见你reply给我的信息，我还能信你吗?)

Chris sam...........
其实一早就不相信你了，
因为你说了很多骗话，
我很后悔和你说太多!
你说你和她绝交了没有联络了，
幸好，我真的一点相信也没有。
和你认识两年我有什么是不了解你的?
耍心计，只是大家斗耍罢了!
如果这一切发生在前几天，
我想我还会和你继续斗下去，
但是昨天早上已经想透了!
朋友不是我不要和你做!
是你已经放弃了!
没得怨谁!

我做错得，
已经和你交代了，
你错得，你有和我交代过吗?

朋友?
我现在的确是没有朋友，
我不会介意你们一班在背后取笑我，
朋友多不是好事，
现在又上了一课很宝贵的课!
朋友在背后是利用着你的!!
没有就没有了!够了，很累了!

*如果你要上门盖我的话，来，
我已经洗干净我的脸等你来。

Esther & Akimy
你们两个帮了我很多!
昨天的确是发生了某些原因我们闹起来了!
谁对我好我是知道的!
我不是笨，也不是白痴!
我已经拿刻心出来了!
你们要怎样对我我也无所谓!!

最后!
我已经不想玩了，
他们告诉我说很幼稚，他们点通了我!
是不是年纪比我大的人说的话是比较成熟的?
哈哈，谢谢你!!

埋怨一个人很痛!
你们要怎样就怎样，
反正在背后你也把你的朋友说得很肮脏!
我告诉你们，你们会相信吗?
(不会，因为你们都在被人利用!)

这场游戏，真的很好玩!
因为你给我看真你的真面目!
真心得朋友是不会在你有事的时候才联络!
我又领悟到他们说的话了!!
成熟得人看得事情是一般得!

绝+狠+毒

我很老实在这里告诉你说，
我是。是你逼我来到这一个地步!

你真的没有想到哦?
你的朋友竟然会support我，
你没有想到你的朋友会找我告诉我你的一切，
你没有想到我们会坐在一起谈这件事哦?
你没有想到我在你背后做了很多事情!

你知道嘛?
本来我们还可以是朋友的，
我们还可以相似以前那样出来喝茶，
但是我原谅不了自己你有外遇，
她是第三者，你知道吗?
你在外面追求J小姐!
(不好意思，又给我们破坏了!)
你骗了我两个月!
我还傻傻那样给你骗!
你对我有够‘冷’。
你只会埋怨我，
其实很多东西明明就不是我的错，
但是我还傻傻的去和你道歉!
我觉得自己很sohai，
你自己也觉得，对吗?

下club的时候，
我去了ipoh,
你抱着她的时候，
你有没有想过她是你兄弟的爱人?
你和她摸上摸下亲嘴的时候，
有没有当我是你女朋友?
明明就是你的错，
为什么说回我错?
我错，也就是之前的错!
我哭了两天，
那天你说要分得时候，
在old town哭，
回到家没有睡，身体一直在抖，
第二天，打给你，直到晚上，
我哭够了!
昨晚又去old town，
他们从kepong下来找我和GIN，
聊了很多，你真的很有问题，
你把我说得很肮脏!
我的心很痛。

我要令你失去一切，朋友，钱，爱情!
你还想和我们玩什么?
你说你后悔骗我，
你说你放弃狐狸挽回友情，
我丕。你和c小姐说的东西有够假。
她相信你，你想和她在一起，
但是你不敢!因为你在电话也认为她是!

她的故事，C小姐!
认识她第一天，
不是留下很好的印象，
你说她的为人很假，
你自己也上当了。
她是水性杨花，
喜欢放电给一些有了女朋友的人!
她的心理有一种见到人家分手而会开心的人!
她爱黏着人，爱放电!
(你们相信报应吗?)
(这些人会不会不得好死?)

你告诉我说你有避忌她对你的好感，
垃圾!你说你醉了!
废话，和她跳热身舞不知道跳得几high，
什么都对她做了，只差吊嗨罢了。
对不对?

朋友，金钱，事业!
我有朋友，没有你我有很多钱，事业我暂时不需要!
你呢?可以和我比较下吗?
我有luii, GIN,money and cash!
good!

Akimy, Gin, Me!
你说我们如果当你是朋友的话，
就告诉你c有多坏，她的性格。
到我告诉你了，
你告诉她反而说我们没有义气不拉你上来!
你说c的东西，我有record下来!
你说她把你电得醒不来!
Doggie，你还比我家得犬更随全随到哦!
我们已经把要说的东西告诉你了!
你能不能抽身是你的事!
Good,不要再说你自己多聪明了!
你看现在得你多丢脸!
我们3个得友谊很好，放心!

Ipoh trip

Going ipoh 3day 2night!
Good, miss you guys!

Fb messege, comment i'll reply soon!

Going laterly, sat comin back!

Byez!

Tiring, passed event

Haha, today i've a lot stories gonna sharing it with you guys! First-by-first, many photo i was upload it at here and facebook,meanwhile, stories i'll flashback it! My memory is damn weak and low, because my 'cellebrum' is saving SPM notes, hahahahah! Yeah, finally, i've borrow Chris USB to upload photo! Well, quite tiring for me even today schedule is damn interesting!

Woke up in da morning, 5a.m, yesterday was slept arounded 12something, somebody is riot my sweet dream, revision until 11.30p.m, when i ready to slept, my brother was louder the speaker disturbed my dream, sigh! Some tight about science question, stress in whole day until it was E.N.D!

I havin' 3subject in da day, science paper 1& 2, art! Science, paper was damn easy, but i don't knew how to get the answers, some confidence is lost after discused with classmates, sigh! what can i do? paper two, is fuckin' memory for me, what fermentation, proton, and important some chapter i was not prepared well! wth, if have chance i'll retake back! i thought paper2 is gone and DEAD, and lastly, art! Haha, this sub is damn E-A-S-Y for me and all the one even we're NO REVISON. Done up folio on July, teacher was told us, PASS already, but you must enter to the real-exam only 100% pass.(idiot punya pun tahu LOL) This sub i close my eye also done it WELL! I asked them, why so free and no need burst nose to the book and get some revision? you know what the guy answered me? I damn love what he said to me(靠自己感觉去走，自己的直觉是最准的!)! Voon Hong, i agree! 50question, i just shoot some only, because the mark is free for you LOL! hahah! End up exam part, economy is coming soon, yeah! Revision LOL!

Afternoon, came back almost 3something, half an hour is finished my art paper! Arrived home,
the three guys stayed at living room, colin playin' ps3, louis and selin is watching movie! And my brother, was busy his job! Evening, went out to the field against, we play badminton, ran here ran there play with my puppy! They was happy and I was tired LOL! Nobody in at home, just leave my cousin and me staying at home! sigh, they're overnight at my home on tonight (i gotta felling, tonight will not been a good good night!hahah).....Colin and Louis are playing ps3, both of them're challenge, selin is sleeping like pig! And me, updating blog LOL, so sleepy and exhausted!

Some pic is taken on Monday,
Physical look, i-so-love! coz natural!

Lastly, do you love it?

(cakap betul betul punya, jangan tipu aku ahh! Lolz!)

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This should be update on last week, but my Lame USB is spoiled! Is taken last on wednesday, went to uncle party, having dinner and some dishes is quite delicious! I miss that day, jotting down my memories over here.

No-make up,
LAGI NATURAL!

Colin, Selin and me!

Barbeque-lame chop!

hey guys, guess what is this,
hahah!乞丐鸡! Lol, is yummy!

Aged is 17 years~ my passion since that day!
Ballantines, drink drank drunk?
i'm not taked too much of that day, however is free and the taste is good .

This cause i still have next part event gonna join it!

Satisfices? enjoyable your reading.
Ultimately, i think will been lately only update my blog!
coz i gonna do revision for economy!
I want score pass, will been some greedy, I want 'A'!
hahaha! science is gone, still leave two subject, after that i can enjoy my holiday and trip!