I'm Single and Available

I'm Single and Available

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

烦恼的一周

发觉生活越来越发闷,应该自己任性把很多的东西当作不一会儿事。

很想快点达到自己的目标,赶快去上班,但是面试了却一点回应也没用。
这几天想的很清楚,在这里一点值得让我留恋的东西也没用,

心想倒不如去外地敞开我的心生活。以我那么独立的人我一定能很快适应另一个生活环境。

我决定了,你给的安排我会依照!我会离开这里!




很意外地,在上个星期五收到新加坡朋友的结婚邀请。

我还记得‘你’说过你会陪同我一起去,但是现在就只剩我一个人去出席,

觉得没有什么大不了,因为我能独自一个人出发我的旅程。




最近好像和你密切了点儿,以往我们都很少通电话,意外地你竟然会时常在我面子书留言,

更意外地,你竟然会在下午打电话给我聊天,和我谈心事。觉得朋友的角色还是比较适合我和你,但是偶尔地,会想起你,想起以往和你的日子!如果到外地工作我第一个会不舍得的人竟是你,我会想了你再想家人与朋友,那种感觉很莫名其妙。还记得星期日那天朋友问起我一个问题,‘其实你对他还有feel吗’?我竟然答,
‘有’。但是我还是比较喜欢之前的你,之前的我们,暧昧那种关系会比较好,因为我很怕我们会伤害对方!




如果,我离开了这里,一切会变成怎样?有谁会想念我?我会舍得吗?

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Sad Song but meaningful











'This Means War' Trailer



Just went to Wangsa Walk with Windsyap and my babe C. Feelling tired now cuz woke up earlier morning, and my babe C was date me out for shooting in this afternoon. So I just be a volunteer again. I've no any idea gonna find out a nice place and got sunshine feel, so babe C was get up her idea, Sentul Park. Picture I can't upload now cuz every photo haven done yet, so I must wait all her editing. Just chilled while and we gonna lunch. So we just choose some cheapers place and havin our lunch. So after the third plan we were went to Wangsa Walk TGV movie session and spend out our boring time. hehe!

This means WAR, quite funny, and few part so funny. Rating for this movie five star, you guys should get the chance and watch it....

Jewel - Again & Again



Listen dear
I need you to hear.
I cannot disappear
I've tried again and again and again, and again.

I know we said
That we'd give up
You said we'd had enough
Again and again and again, and again.

But you, you're always on my mind.
It's like this all the time.
Say it's cause you're mine
All mine...

And if you will, I will
Try to let it go.
And if you try, I'll try
Try to let it show us the way
'Cause love is here to stay
Just look me in the eye
This is do or die
And I will stay in love
'Till you say enough
There is no giving in
There is no giving up in love.

Walk down the street
Stare at lots of things
The fast and steady streams
Again and again and again, and again.

Do what I should
Try to stay busy
Your face is all I see
Again and again and again, and again.

But you, you're always on my mind.
It's like this all the time.
Say it's cause you're mine
All mine...

And if you will, I will
Try to let it go.
And if you try, I'll try
Try to let it show us the way
'Cause love is here to stay
Just look me in the eye
This is do or die
And I will stay in love
'Till you say enough
There is no giving in
There is no giving up in love.

Like a movie I once saw
In the darkness I recall
Feeling the beauty and the pain
And when you call my name
Say you feel the same.

Cause' if you will, I will
Try to let it go
And if you try, I'll try
Try to let it show.

And if you will, I will
Try to let it go
And if you try, I'll try
Try to let it show us the way
'Cause love is here to stay
Just look me in the eye
This is do or die
And I will stay in love
'Til you say enough
There is no giving in
There is no giving up in love
In love, in love
We're in love

I cannot disappear...
I've tried again and again and again, and again...

Saturday, February 25, 2012

240212 @ Delux night club

How was your last Friday? Where you went? And what you done? Important is who you together with. Last Friday I was busy out-dating with my friends. Evening I was went to Sunway meet WindsYap (cambodia) and we headed chatime have a drink meanwhile wait my babe C.

Night, I was attended Jing Hao birthday celebration at Jalan Ampang Delux. I was get his invitation in da earlier morning, so lucky I could date my babe join together with me.

(Fell very sorry for my babe again, cuz she was first time visit night club, some more she was quite boring inside those 'lame' environment, so I should thanks for her accompanied on last Friday night.

And one more I should given him a 'like'
and thanks him s lot. Thanks Eric Chu fetched us arrive destination, and although felt very bored and much thanks for him accompanied, chat with us.
And happy Birthday to JH again. And so sorry because I was went home earlier.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Mahjong

昨晚开始学习麻将,看来好像很复杂但是学起来又好像很容易.只是'番'还不大会算.很多东西还要学习,很老脚学习的确是学到,但是蛮压力.无聊没有东西做就该好好利用时间去做些自己没有做过的东西.我还是怀念着去年的日子,忙碌得来开心,开心得来充实.

破碎了的心.

星期日的心情就像照片上的图片一样,碎掉了.

今天的心情已经恢复回正常了,终于没有想不开心的东西,很多不必要的烦恼都丢了.这次真的低估自己的恢复能力,只是用了短短三天.也许很多事情在一时刻发生的时候,对自己的适应不是很习惯,所以我相信,时间就是失恋的最好解药.

Monday, February 20, 2012

原来还是一样,没有好结果!

原来在你要认真和某人在一起的时候,你会想到与某人将来的东西与计划。原来在你和某人在一起的时候你不知道你自己能多爱他多想留在他身边,到时到候他的陪伴能令你觉得钱是买不到的。原来在你和某人在一起的时候,自己不知不觉把爱说不近的放送在心里,原来所有你给我的东西只能很短暂就没有了!两个人能再回一起能说是上天所赐的缘分,对方能有个重新的开始,恕我直接我的坦白,我不能忘记以往你所对我做过的一切,但是在一起的时候,你给了我一份爱,让我觉得我们是简单得来很幸福!双手十指紧扣的那一刻是我觉得最有安全感最舒服的交配,一起走街,看戏,在车里。。。

很多的第一次我能为你做,因为你是我的第一个。就算过往我们分手后各有的自由与恋爱关系也好,当开始的时候就不应该在吵架的时候拿出来争吵!我承认自己不够成熟,脾气收敛的不是很好!只要双方能包容与迁就那就会很完美很融合!很多去过的地方,总是会有留下美好的回忆,开心与不开始!

其实,我真的很简单!我就是爱你,但是不知道为什么心里却还是有另外的一个但所有是回忆不能回头,和你我好想把所有的爱都全给你,但以往的事依然留下着不好的回忆!在情人节的那一天,对着你,你抱着我在没有灯光下,我真的觉得原来简单就是能令自己幸福!我好喜欢那一天那一晚,因为我知道答案了。还记得那晚半夜你睡着了,我耍娇要抱着你睡是因为我想知道我对你的爱回来了吗?结果,我对你的爱真的回来了!觉得自己终于都松了口气因为我可以光明正大对自己坦白爱的人注定是你而且不必常责备自己。

这一切来得太突然了,在我把给你的爱回来时,我们尽然又分手了,我好疼好痛,这一刻的自己又回到去年的四月了!我无法形容自己的痛,我想,这一切真的无法再下去,因为我真的接受不了打我的男人。