My arrangement

Yup, forgot post it out too,

This week schedule is damn free,
Before sat planned it is full, but now is full become zero.

Don't ask me why, coz i'm too asking myself!
All the guy ffk, what celebration all is delay and will not invite it.
Tommorow, Gin will going sunway with her xxxx....
And some annoy coz she agree my idea and sudden broken it down,
wtf, wasted my time and brain juices thought for you.
Is fine, i detest people called you think and broken it.
LOL, wednesday, Akimy birthday,
i thought she is busy at that day,
and probably she'll delay it soon,
haiz....nevermind, i still can accept it!

Fri or sat, i'm still waiting people date out yam cha,
if no date, you use the knife kill me better,
one week staying at home,
you not die i also will boring until die,
I wouldn't staying at home in whole week..........

I want go pavilion around,
long time i didn't enter pv again,
i miss pv damn heartess,
Although money is damn low,
but car fee i still can pay it....hahaha!

Later afternoon, staying at home revision science!
I gonna score pass at this subject,
yeah! study hard! i think i'll stop fb,
and and and and.....what gonna i posting it?

Forget what i'm gonna post jor, damn......
nevermind, coz my brain is blurring,
I so sleepy right now!
I gonna sleep in the early, so. good night!
I'm so tiring in te whole day!

我的心情代表一切

今天，不是，应该是昨天才对!
早上起来，依照如常，
更新后上网做家务!
I'll type chinese on recently,
i think my chinese is worst and weak,
typing pin yin is damn weak.........haha!

Morning,来了一通电话，
竟然说要去见工了!
Dressed up a casual/formal wearing!sigh!
心不是很想去，但是硬要去!
我毕业了，要工作找钱来cover自己的生活!
有点不耐烦的感觉!很不想很不愿意踏入这个现实的社会!
家里是有能力养我，但是给得钱是不够我的开支。
我逼着要去找吃(好像讲到家里等着我开饭，哈!)
很不愿意的去见了!
这份工，basic还不错得，佣金更赞，
但是要靠嘴巴去hard sales,
他满足我的要求，到outstaion公干。
但是我还有几份要interview,
比较下也好!
In了过后，去old town喝茶。
和chris聊了很多!
觉得这份工是不错的，
钱方面满足我的figures-basically RM3000++ per monthly!
我还是考虑好一点!

七点多回到家，
吃饭看戏上fb!
今天的fb很normal，
chat box很多人聊天，
但是connection很low!
status和inbox也忙着回复!
最后全走了，我也关了!
开了宫心计大结局来看!
好刺激好紧张，追到什么也忘记去做!

[三好和金凌]
我再次想起我和她!
好无助的用了朋友的profile去看她的照片!
她变了，变美了!
生活多了，朋友都得很。
相比之下，我输了很多个KM!
难怪她会变她会忘记我!
心里顿时问了自己，
其实她有没有当过我是朋友?
为什么她会那么的绝?
自己是不是得罪了她什么?

但是这一切一切的答案，
没人可以告诉我!
打给她，她就只会用LC的语言回答!
究竟是我变还是她在变?
究竟我得罪了她么?
心里的泪一直在流，很痛!

我呼吸了，叹了一口气(老哥在看着做证)
结论的在此在这一刻说声!
事实告诉我，是你变。

最后的送上自己appreciate的名句:
人心难测，人在变，天在看!
珍惜于放弃，永远都保留在自己的决定!
我上了一课很宝贵的课程!
全是免费的course, all by you V小姐!

What you doing what you said,
i'll remember and jotting down,
blogger have, diary have, fb have, and my mind also saving too!
You wouldn't will been the typical kind infront of me,
I couldn't forgive you again and against!
Is you ruin up all the matter,
is you not cherish what you have......
Is you being cruel human types!
All is damnable!!!!

My life will more better then you,
I can acquaintance a lot new buddies!

And ultimately,
my pic will upload soon! yeah^___^

Strolling

我很久没有去Pavilion了。
我很想去看x-Mas的布置!
听他们说很美很华丽!
I miss Pavilion~

Shopping,
手上很久没有拿着一袋袋的东西了!
我很久没有买东西了!
最近的生活有够闷有够荒废的!
钱，我需要钱。
I need money~

多两个星期就要找工作了!
我不想工作! 但是我要钱!
现在已经拼命在找outstation的工!
PC fair 来临了，也不放过!
我要钱啊!没钱没生活!
I need a job~

我不想再玩FACEBOOK了，
玩了4个月，开始觉得闷了!
在GOOGLE寻找新网站，
但是还不大会玩!
I need a new website~

what should i do on this few week,
finding some job to cover my life!
I want move out, but still consider about money.
No money no life~

Old town

Haiz, common day on yesterday,
jotting up everything and wordss.....

3a.m right now........
wouldn't asleep,
what should i do?
hahaha....waiting people chat with me at fb,
but awesome, 146 people online doesn't anyone find me.
Haiz......boring at FB!

Photo, still disable with the lame USB,
wth, what can i do? chg it as soon!
so i better wait.......!

Just came back from old town with stupid GIN and Chris.
Was stayed at there probably 3 an hours,
gossiped? chat? all nope,
we thought the suprise to Gin xxx,
(he was trouble on the celebration, he grasped his hair,haha)
damn, we talk a lot nonsense suprise for him,
but, he just ignore for my superly deeply IDEA,
fine, thought against,
so the ultimately,
he was agree and said yes.
Yeah, the idea is i think and became from my brain.....
la la la la~hahaha

This an idea is wonderful and myself so in-passion,
but I couldn't talk the idea over here, because is the suprise,
later some people visit my blog and saw the post,i die liao,
i wouldn't waste the time thought again,
I just can say, 2Dec, i gonna go Malacca!
haha, free of charge, anything include petrol, i no need pay.
hahaha~thanks GIN GOR..............

3Dec, i've exam for science and art.....
haiz, many people date and many friendsss birthday on DEC,
i die liao, can i say no at all, answers is cannot!
I must cherish all the date and wouldn't ffk to my friendss,
because i can't staying at home! hahahaha

Revision,
Sunday i gonna prepare all the stuff and notes,
Monday i gonna memorisesssss,
tuesday backup some, and going travel.
Wednesday, fully battery to my exam, night, pub or getting!
Thursday-i couldn't ON any date and party again, sleep 99!
Friday-art paper, i know it is easy, but i must concentrate too!
Saturday-yam cha or shopping!
Sunday-staying at home revision economy!

My full schedule on weekend and weekdays,
(but still doubt at all, waiting double comfirm on monday)
sigh! many event i gonna preparing due!
Money money, who sponsor for me?
I think i'll borrow money with my mum.

Emmmmz, 3.15a.m right now,
so awake but my brain so sleepy......
hahaha, sleep in da early!

An ordinary posting

11.30p.m right now,

what i'm doing?
still the same stuff i busying,
update my blog and facebooking!

Haiz, so-sorry for promise it will update more pic and stories,
this will been the lately only done up at all,
the cause-my USB is disable at all the connection,
and my computer was sick, it's lag and i very depress.
Sigh, waste my time and fluster updating without topic!
Would be pardon it'. hehe

Well, sayin' back last few day,
Tuesday was gettin' my exam,-Moral!
To be frank, if you've memories the moral values,
it is damn easy to let you score pass,
i guess many people is give out and detest this subject as like history,
but, moral,you just wrote down this 'value-bertanggungjawab',
100% inside the paper, you already can pass it or get credit!
Because probaly all the question also asked this value!

What you think?
damn easy or difficult to solve the question?
(evidence, i so confidenced to score B or standard)-satisficed

Afternoon, arrived home, saw a few guy is maked riot in the living room,
obviously, is my cousin playin' ps3 and psp with my eldest brother!
Sigh, they're bloked me and disturbed me!
I couldn't get the rest and accompanied them play this chat that!
Evening, we all go playground and jogging.
Midnight, almost 12.30a.m. gave my cousin called out ate bak kut teh,
woke up in the early morning, probably 8a.m. and hang out ate dim sum,
brain is blur blur, arrived home continue my sweet dream until afternoon!
I felt so exhausted at the night,
woke up 5a.m revision and slept in almost 1something!

Yesterday, was had some argue maked me so down,
night, went to parties, the guy invited me!(not the important topic),so skip it.
Midnight, almost 2a.m. only arrived home and get the rest!
We went to papparich yam cha feh shui,
(Chris, Clarence, Tank, Yelloz, Alien and me!)
they was knew i'm down,
thanks my friendsssss!
yesterday topic is fun and intrested!
i so enjoyable and stoped cried~

Today,
just an ordinary day,
stayed at home slept, computer,宫心计,and just havin' my dinner.
I so sleepy and tiring!
I thought i gonna take a due rest on today,
so today will signing off in the early and sleep early!

Tommorow, friday!
Malacca is canceled, Akimy birthday at Poppy club also canceled,
because all the guys is penniless,hahaha. (don't laugh, because me too)
Nevermind, will interview on tommorow,
finding some job to cover my life! sigh, no work no money!
Yeah, finally i'd done up a common post!

Enjoyable your reading!
I so tiring jor ler wei! Night^^
and i'll been more jovial to solve the issue and stress!

很痛很down

今天真的哭了，哭得心很痛很伤。你们给的压力真的很大，我受不了。以前无论遇到怎样的挫折都可以勇于面对去解决!这次真的不行了!前几天，我对她死心了!!我把她当成我最好最好的知己，她竟然变了!很多人告诉我说她变了，我不相信，我还维护她!但是事实在眼前，事实告诉我说你真的变了!原来一个人有了新的生活，新的朋友可以把一个以前对她很的朋友忘记。也许你是美，也许你有了男朋友!我很后悔当初为什么一次一次的原谅你包容你!事实又再告诉我，原来你没有把我当成是朋友，你只当我是一个路人甲!我很不开心，我不会再原谅你，如果原谅你，我原谅不了自己!

今天，星期三，记着今天你对我的伤害!
平日家里已经有不少的争吵，和一个无知的爸爸生活在一起，住在这一个家，没有一样东西属于我的!就连衣服和自己房间里得物品都不是属于我，是属于你们得!因为是你们得钱换回来得!有没有被自己家人冤偷钱?为什么每一次不见了钱就是我第一个中招?为什么就是我?因为我是最小最不会赚钱而又是最会花钱那个嘛?还是因为我的生活里，每天都‘晚’出‘早’归?爸爸明明就是有能力给我毕业后去读书，为什么就是不肯而且还有逼我读我不喜欢不愿意得科目?你的头脑只是想着金钱和面子。你看见两个哥哥都在读大学，所以你觉得很风光很想我踏入他们的脚印!我已经对这个爸死心了! 是你逼我去找工作赚钱养自己。

爸爸骂得厌倦了，轮到大哥了!今天一切都很完美，心情很顺畅的。就是因为这一场战争，这一场我们兄妹的辩论会!你很伤我的心，电脑得问题更本就是出于在你的问题上，我好声好气的说，你竟然冤枉回我!为什么从小到大你弄坏的东西就是冤枉在我身上?是不是因为我在家是最小?你今天骂了很多句，相似机关枪那样射入我的心!你说我没有知识，没有脑，没有出来这个社会见过，最没有资格说话得那个。你说我是‘废柴’。是，我的知识不比你多不比你好!但是起码我可以把握我这次得成绩可以好过你以前!我在努力的时候你在哪里?你只会反驳我的缺点!说我只会交滥友!明明就不是事实得东西你就是爱冤枉我!你一直强调我是废柴，是，我答是，因为我真的是!我真的没有资格也是最废柴得那个在家里!是我是!。。。你们满意吗?出自在别人的口中我没那么痛，但是出自在自己家人上，真的很痛!

过多两个星期，我move out了!真的~
待会和朋友出去喝茶‘吐苦水’!眼泪答应自己了，不会再轻易地流~

妈妈觉得我变了。是真的，我变得更会保护自己!在家就只有妈妈和我的爱犬懂得珍惜我和疼爱我!

Jogoya @ part two photography

Realy appreciate and thankssss a lot to the guy, Sky chee~ realy 多谢你咯，辛苦塞，休息下啦。毋须再tag photo卑我地啦。Here upload some,

New friends, yeah!
four ladies, actually is not,
is both ladies both young girl,haha

we all......leng boh?


we again.......

inside Jogoya...view not bad, so luxury~

out seat ,table and food~

all of us, 8person inside the photo,

i love this, because all-in-one!

me, yi, and chris!

Finish Jogoya stories,

emm, will been the next, Tenji!

Home sweet Home

Huh, night life again. Yesterday,(Fri & Sat), yam cha with those guys. Home sweet home, fri overnight at Tank house, that day 7person went to JUST K cheong k, Sat, we go station one!
3am arrived home, so tiring even the arragement is fun and crazy! Here some random pictures.

Gambling and cigarettes!
chris & 包租婆

haha, he is idiot punya包租婆。

damn funny, and i love his act!

my drink, colour is nice but just a mineral!

both guy tengok ah moii!

Today a lot stories, but i idle type all,

today a lot pictures, but i idle to upload!

Haha, so sleepy ahh, but i can't sleep.

Uploading all the picture at fb,

the stupid 包租婆 want me tag for him right now,

you see the stupid, bully me and spam me!

Starhill @ Jogoya

Spm, what you think? Easy or difficult?Getting many stress, pressure and emotion? Haha, i tell you, to be frank, i didn't get it crazy even i have some tight at all. You understand what i mean? If i told you before i wouldn't any stress is lie you. But anywhere, anything, anywordsssss....I just will enjoy my exam and life. If you were the stressful, attempts to relax as like strolling, tea, or what else to make yourself calm down and worry down the allegiance of SPM.

BM and BI and History. To be frank, BM paper one is ruin for me, paper two is easy.

BI-paper one is killed me because i lost a lot marksss in the format, report, sigh! Paper two, close your eye also can answers it well, damn easy and easy! Fortunately i still can rush up all the marks even lost it at paper one! History, haha. you see me i see you, paper one 15min is done up all the answers, paper two, half an hour only can leaved the hall, so? Just hope will get 'G', haha............better than F-Z (rubbish wordss!)

Said it back my recent event, damn wonderful and i so satisfice at all. First by first.

Thursday, Jin told me she will going Jogoya at night with her darling, damn......she called me join together, well. I was agree it. hahaha~This is my first time having Jogoya, hear that before is nice but just a normaly nothing special.(everything will attempts it beauce mind have curiosity) Haiz, some regret and dissapointed for Jogoya. Although the price have promotion, but still paid it an expensive figure. RM 500+, per person need paid RM71. The promotion you'll hear that nice and well, doubt............is cheated people because the tast and service charge paid like hell. But anything, anywhere, anywordsssss. All is gone and fine. The food just normal and worth is Haegen Danz(spell wrong?). Take a lot picture, but some till keep at the camereman. Hahaha~Was too acquaintanced a lot new friends, emm, they're so nice and someone is so friendly and pratical joking with us, yes, good!

starhill @ christmas tree

me & kar yi

Jin and me

Chris and me....

Yi and me again...

Chris~

Probably 11pm, home sweet home. Tiring because couple day din have

slept well......

Finally, i've done up my stories, although it was lately abit, but enjoyable your reading! My money on recent is so low and penniless. Huh, whatever, is damnable? or just enjoy?

SPM, next subject, math and moral! Emmz, lost some confidence to both paper, so anxious and stress!

Fever

1.04am right now,

I haven sleep yet, because so awake for me,
woke up 8pm at last night, sigh!

Spm,
hahaha, left 3day,
I so happy and welcome it coming,
I just hope faster get it at all,
because after spm i can get more freedom and party.

Last night,
Was went to Bukit Nga Nga tea with all my dearest,
arounded 7pm, Chris came and picked up me,
unfortunate, rush hour, traffit jam. DENG.....

Basically, 20min can arrive to kepong,
yesterday was wasted a lot of time around the highway,
2hours only arrived kepong and picked up Tank Gor.
After that, we go Joey house for resting,
Cheras>Kepong> sg.long. (how many hour you guess that i wasted)

Was fever yesterday night,
fortunately i din have getting any alcohol,
if not, i die~
3am, home sweet home,
arrived home just ate panadol and slept,

`SEKARANG PUNYA SAYA WING WING DEI,
die liao~ haha

Revision

Sigh!
History is killed me up on this few day,
test an experiment for few minutes, you can try it too.
before 10-20min, begin will be so awake and concentrate all the characters,
after highlight all the notes and startin' memories,
AFTER 15min ,you gonna will be look like the shit faces,
within a few min, your eye will fell so asleep.
Kinda failure maked my eyes and brain! (just thinking is time to sleep luh,)
Brain sent a msg to my eye said is time to close up your notes.
hahaha...i realy so sorry for myself.
(if you awake and can't fall asleep, you can try the method,history)

But anywhere, BM in my first,
important, history just simple write and cheat the marks enough,
not pass also nevermind for me.
God bless me, i hate history.

Facebook,
Everydayz, every min when i fell so boring,
I'll signin and play, restaurant city, nice~

Fridayz,
gonna be back to school,
my classmates told me said will arrangement places 'SPM'.
Yup, i hope will taken a nice places and the places will been a
nice 'feng shui'. Huh, hoping hoping!

毕业，开心?

人生无偿，
在学校已有五年了，
眼睛眨一眨，
时间已经告诉我说，
你已经毕业了。
这句话如果在年头和我说的话，
我会很开心很期待被放的那种感觉。
到了今天，
有点不是很开心的心情带着我走，
毕竟也有五年的时间逗留在学校。

嘻嘻哈哈的日子真的很快溜去，
心理问着自己，
如果有得选择，
宁愿要工作还是读书，
答案往往出现在我眼前，
读书。
嗯，下个星期我要面对你了，
我还不是很有信心去作答，
心里总是抱着无忧无虑。
如果你说考试应该会有压力，
那你就是错，
压力对身体是不健康的。
表面功夫上做好准备就行了，
何必把考试当成是考试。

Spm,
Basically, i'll try my best to done all the subject.
I wouldn't force myself to get many A,
shouldn't be able in stressful.
just a common credit is enough for me.

Health life,
I gonna delete all the unnecessary worries and rubbish,
clear up everytime when i reading the notes,
even that, i also have to plan up the schedule for myself,
more studies, less entertainment.
I won't get any panic to my exam,
(you guys should be learn with me?)haha, ridiculous.

Different people have different method to face exam.
I choose relax and enjoy,
this is the way i'm always look as kindly faces,
huh, is i kill exam, not exam kill me~xD

First day,(next wed)
First subject, BM>History>BM.
Emmz, bm i still memories peribahasa,
i think i won't memories all, just simple 10 is okay.
History, realy killing me on yesterday,
opened the notes and highlight all the important word,
damn, within 15min, my eye and brain is so fall asleep.
wtf? haha, whatever, i also need to concentrate what.
Huh, tired ahh.

And another subject,
just throw away,
i still have many time to study and prepare.
sigh! spm, give me run away.
(blokking my party night,shit)

Night life~

Update luh..

Finally, decided update my blog...

bought a new pair of shoez brand vincci,

probably, buy shoes per a month,

geng ahh~night life this few day,

kepong yam cha with those new friends.

Saturday night,

last night is killed me,

wasted my money and sent msg to those guys,

hv some guy date me go zouk,

i date my friends go too,

somes go quattro, some said poppy.

wtf, haiz....finally, cheras pub enough.

i detest my hair, messy and idiot~

After pub, we decided went to old town yam cha,

damn, the stupid tank vomit,

coz ordered 3bucket cals he drunk 1 and half,

you can imagine his brave,darn.

hero became zero on last night.

haha, he was drunk and blur,

but screamed lauder in the street,

and he said he want go plu again,

doesn't have any people accept his ans,

coz all we knew, he was not refreshed at the moment.sigh.

old town tea, he said he want go sungai long find his gf,

all we ignore but he argue with us,

so what we do?

taken beer again maked him drunk again.

Failure him, he was not covered all it,

suddenly ran out vommited,

maybe is the good method let her relax and cosy~

A few minutes, i thought he is okay,

and eventually she is freshing back,

hahaha....he is funny and all of us kept laughed him gossiped him.

Her gf house,

stupid top hair~
Until now, i till keep laughing him, coz he realy funny.

Recent

Emmz, finally, i just short up my recent activity,
shouldn't get STRESS and emotion to myself,
spm is in the corner,
still close with day i gonna fact to YOU,
just enjoy my life and exam,
i don't think spm is exam, i just treat spm is my friends.
haha, relax mah...

Seminar on a week,
emm, to be frank,
some subject is fun and the time is so fast to pass it,
some subject i haven enter it,
i hope will been the relax as BI class.
so as far as good,

Going sunway on this sat,
meet my dearest Natalie,
hope she won't reject my date~haha...
would you? join us?

Just an ordinary post at here.
still keep facebook with those guys always leaved comment for me,
thanks, but sometimes i fell that,
FB is bored for me.

A week stories

So-sorry, sorry, sorry for din't any update from here,

that day was promise will update,

but busy ON my date,

I so sleepy right now.

so, eventually, sacrifice my sleep hour to update my blog~

first by first, is a week post.

Started my health life once a few week,

jogging, oatmeal for my breakfast,

green tea after my brunch or dinner.

Keep diet is succes for myself,

encourage my process to gone FAT,

i'm not greedy, i just want a slender waist and a slender body shape.

Haha, i think i'll do it as well as not make myself dissapointed.

Last thursday, sam sent me go Old town for breakfast,

after we finished havin', entered to leisure mall,

I bought eyeshadow from brand Kate,

Just RM39.90, cheap.

Is the fortunate fact for me, haha. what you guess?

Get the money on the floor? no, is THE SNIPS.

Have a girl sudden called me up on the day,

she ask me free because she wanna borrow my hand to art nails,

i'm glad and agree. Thanks for you a lot.

Friday night, Leisure-Kepong

Davin, me and sam .

Some random pic showing for you,

Kepong Honey Moon,

After dessert,

水吧王。

Both of us are waitin' friends,

sam, gin and chloe.

Damn, there was late.

(annoyed that night coz YOU)

I'm so-sorry for myself, promise myself wouldn't take cigarettes,

one and a year, i din;t touch it..but, that night...DAMN.

Almost 3 something only arrived home.

Kinda silly weird, i means my smile not my look.

My look is charm okay, xD

Sunday, hot spring.

I'm panic to the hot spring, terrible to the temperature,

H-O-T, hot, i couldn't mention that feelin',

and the weather, began blowin and sudden cloudy,

btw, just enjoyed on the day.

Sunday, yesterday.

I'd get my salary, not the biggest figure, but is enough for me.

After work, planned out of movie, kinda hatred the weather, cloudy became blowed,

blok my time.....!!

so i decided stayed at home faebook.

Monday, yesterday,

class seminar, the teacher was maked a lot of fun,

especially, he was teachin' us no in STRESS.

I love him, but you not my lover.haha.

Spm in the corner, what should i do?

gonna concentrate my lesson and subject.

Haiz, i just hope you'll gone immediatly,

i detest you, blok my schedule of club, entertaiment.

Ultimately, i've done up my update,

enjor your reading, hope you'll like it~