休息

在家休息了两天,今天要出没了.再不出去的话就真的会乱想东西!
从上星期六开始就开心到今天,虽然有点累,但是觉得很充实!
下星期就是星期一了,我会在ipoh出现！
我好想去cameron highland但是他们却还在犹豫，干！
很多东西都不想去想不想去plan了。就期待别人去为我想好了！
现在我就真正的过着单身的日子，没有人陪的感觉就真的有点寂寞，
我真的快要找个对象来过日子！我就不想往回以前的路以前的日子！

起身开眼睛就想着找谁出找谁得空找节目，
就很不想这样的感觉，这个星期他要回来了，但是毕竟他又女朋友了，
陪我的时间不再像是以前那样，天天都出天天都见面！
我，真的不想去想你了。我只想好好的过日子。
期待下星期的来临！

G-six.

星期上六早那天在工作,早上十点多就竟然给我遇见祥,原来他一早就plan好要找我的。感觉就真的很奇妙，因为星期五我们分开，因为我提早从penang回来，然后感觉就好像起身的一早就见到他！哈哈。晚上那晚就被约下clubbing。至于照片其实有很多的，但是某些是p&c的所以不能upload上来。

他们说我那晚的打扮很美很成熟，我也觉得！

那晚也真的玩得很开心，同时我也认识了很多朋友，哈哈！开心到不想离开，因为我终于都找到我一直想要和同类式的男生，那晚就真的不舍得他！直到现在我们就一直保持联络，我真的很想念他。（不是照片以上那位，那位我们多几个星期就会再见了！）

星期日，

放工还以为可以早回家休息，怎么知道就是没有这个机会而且还早出到晚才回家！我们去了rawang吃东西，然后就回sentul再去pavilion喝茶再去rawang.一天就一直坐车和吃东西！昨天虽然很累但是真的很开心！照片我不知道要怎样upload因为也是p&c的！就觉得开心的事就是陪他去买衣服，想起我们的话题真的很搞笑！这个星期他又回来了，我们plan去kuala selangor或酒楼吃团圆饭！

Penang Three day two night

Last wednesday was appeared at penang. So thanks to my driver ah xiang came and fetch me to his house. Behind background is his sister room. So midnight was met up ah wei them and we just drink at auto city @ old town! Sure that back around 3am in earlier.

Second day, woken up earlier, 9am.He was till sleeping as a pig even how i called him wake up pls.
He bring me went to nibong tebal ate breakfast. asam laksa, quite nice!

Afternoon, accompanied he went to office and work a while then wo departured to queensbay mall shopping. So just both taking the movie, ''homecomings''. I treat him movie and he treat me B& R ice-cream.

Night, i was leaved him with is friend and i was join my friend, so met up wei bing around 8something and he fetched me along to sg pinang having dinner.
Around 10pm, we was went to !st avenue and fetched ah yi.
Thanks ah yi treat us movie, ''great day''.

\After movie, we went to batu feringgi having supper.

I was felt very happy and relax in da night, so around 4something arrived home, felt sleepy but couldn't sleep early. The next day, was thought can sleep until late only wake up, sigh! Gv the stupid morning called and bringing i was bored half day.

过了

现在呆在槟城，待会就回kl了。
来到这里比在家更闷更无聊更不开心，可能很多烦恼都放不下。
那晚到了就突然很想念他，同时泪也掉了。我真的真的和想念他！

回想很多东西，一直挣扎了很久，问了自己很多问题！
我们在一起都年了多，很多东西我不能在这一刻马上就可以擦掉，
我还需要时间去忘记去放弃。昨晚和他们去batu feringgi喝酒，
感觉就很开心什么都没有去想，我就甚至把不开心的东西都丢进海里，
所以现在的烦恼都减轻了一半。我还要往前看往前探讨我自己的世界需要什么。
不好的东西我不想拿回了！我只想让自己多些冷静！

Fuck those sagai

Im sicking tired being cough, fever now.
Im realy tired and i was just sleep few hour in one day.
(woken up cried and slept in last few day!)

Finally, i was thanks to my consoler, Ms daphne Wong & Mr Rakesh.
Now i just realize, who is the most treat me as friend.
Again, thanks to you again, ah xiang & ah boy, and ah nic.
First, ah xiang. He stayin' at penang now, so he was so care me when i down and moody.
Something i knew before is, he realy is a good bf and good guy.
So i'll try to accept him in da moment. Im very miss him.
Second, ah boy. Although he've wife and daughter. He also take sometime to fetch me goin out.

Another, those sagai when i obsessed. fuck your mother bitch!

Today,monday 17january.
I was nothing at all include no cry and hurt. Just feel not some habits suddenly lost you. I'll litsen to my friend consolation, forget and forgive and we till can be friend! I didn't angry you, just got a feel wanna be friend together as when we recognised in 2009. Im realy so proud to myself, just use few day and can been waken up as soon as well.

So i was nothing and recover 75%! Still another 25% i need relax and enjoy then directly can forget him.

I'm Back from here again

Have abandoning my blog so long so long, almost one month ago.

Nowdays i was so free and will try to blogging everyday!

Cuz i was single currently. seriously and doesn't kidding!

This time is the third time you said ''break'' with me, and im knew you're quite serious to this time! I don't know what can i do without you this moment! I just know how to cry after sleep or wake up.