December

十二月了,今天是21号,再多几天就是圣诞节,下个星期五就是2010的最后一天.

我就这样懒散了一年,明年是时候转变一下自己的生活环境!

突然好想念我的BII,他要工作所以陪不到我,刚才因为某些事情搞到我误会了他,就感觉像是以前一样,他欺骗我,我对他的信心很少了.我知道是自己过度敏感.他真的为我改变了很多.

这个圣诞节会和他一起庆祝,他答应我会买香水给我,但是要等到明年才能拿到!我想自己买,但是却很想在他手上拿到!那种开心感是真的很开心.

currently

I love what currently im having im getting.
Means? Love and life.

Love,
I love my bii so much, recently he treat me realy so good as before he totally change his attitude his behaviour. Mybe i should treat him more good make him more happy and let him get more happiness. I love him much. This few day, he always accompanied me, even just a normaly lifestyle and habits, he like to tam me make me laugh when he maked the funny face. But usualy is i call him , wei, tam me lah. Feel like so forces he do everything to me. am feel very sweet and happy. I hope we can continue this habits and treat each other happy always.

Life,
Will nothing special, just tea, chat. Nothing else can mention. Just to be continue.

开心加失望

昨天真的很得空,放工回到家已经是两点多了.看到我的电话很多个misscall，原来是阿祥。打回去给他的时候他竟然没接。三点多，冲凉看戏准备休息，他回电给我，我们说了很多很好笑的话题，都是关于她，所以我就一直笑笑笑，笑到睡不着！终于都逼自己睡个午觉，六点多起身就打给他告诉他我肚子饿了，但是他和simon在MIDVALLEY吃饭所以会迟点来载我。拖拖下，竟然拖到九点，我真的不想出去了，因为累了，他就死命叫我出，最后就在门口外听电话等他来载我，上了车，我竟然收到‘他’的来电，我当场开心到说不出话，现在回想起真的很意外，我们大概已有一个月没有见面了，我真的好想他。结果的就是我没有合他出到。失望的那种心情很低落直到现在·····································

昨晚就去了我家附近的pizzahut delivery centre叫了pizza，然后下一场就转去midvalley。回到家十二多，然后和他谈电话谈到三点多，还记得昨晚真的谈了很多东西，笑话真的很多，我就真的笑到肚子很痛。他去了jb工作，他答应明天回来就立刻找我，其实他为我做了很多东西，他就是体贴温柔的一个好男生，我们出去那么多次，他载了我很多次，就是没有计较没有占我便宜！一个月多了，我们就认识了只有那一个月多，就是觉得很多东西你对我很老实很坦白，他就是随传随到，什么都迁就我，结论的就是，他给不到我要的东西就是感觉！我自己真的很矛盾，毕竟我们认识了不是很久，毕竟我的心里还有‘他’。我们已经几天没有见面没有联络了，不知道现在的他好吗？不知道他今天开始两份工作会不会累？不知道他没有我了日子会不会开心？老实说，我真的累下去了。

Love & Cherish

i never regret what im doing for you.

A new month on december, i'd promise myself i'll do all the thing better then last time.

We lost the time the chance the fate,

but we found back what we gonna cover within our relation.

ILY, my little bii.

Tuesday night

Belated post. I just get the chance and upload few topic over here.

Actually you guys look im so busy, but honest to you guys,

am not busy and feeling boring everyday.

So many friends was asked me before,

your life look so great and have a lot of fun.

Erm, i should use the word describe,

(human in life just chase sex, fun and food.)

Tuesday that night we appeared in mont kiara.

I was counting how many times we'll goin there in a week?

so that night first location- ah xiang and me seat at dr cafe and wait daph, yap & sim.

second round was change to coffee bean.

and i met up alien and ah hong.

We realy didn't met since few months ago.

Unfortunate, i didn't get the fate met ah tank gor.

All day long

A sweet saturday & sunday night.

This few day i was get many fun and happy, forget someone and take back some happy moment.
Sarturday he was fetched me out of dinner, then second round we were changed to coffee bean @ mont kiara tea with apple daphne and simon. Ah yap was ffk us, haiz, couldn't blame him, cuz friday night was enter to his house open a little party night. Around 1something arrived home, i couldn't believe that last few day both always back in da earlier and get deep rest. ILV.

Sunday,
Actually saturday night that day he already tried to date me out on sunday afternoon, and i was bet with him i won't out on sunday cuz i need accompanied my family and be a guai luii. And i asked him, if i didn't goin out will you treat me a meal, and he said, normally you words also can't believe, cuz you do gek thing and you said gek thing is totally different. haha, so he was agree and said yes, if you didn't out, i treat you meal. Ultimate, i was won the game, so last night he chat with me just inside the phone, and i was deicded coffee bean @ breakfast.

Monday,
I just woken up around 7something, and i keep waiting his call. Cuz last night he already date me out of tea, erm, i should understand, almost one day half he didn't met me. And am so hungry right now, i waiting him fetch me out of dinner.

Stay tuned.