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Wednesday, February 29, 2012

烦恼的一周

发觉生活越来越发闷，应该自己任性把很多的东西当作不一会儿事。

很想快点达到自己的目标，赶快去上班，但是面试了却一点回应也没用。
这几天想的很清楚，在这里一点值得让我留恋的东西也没用，

心想倒不如去外地敞开我的心生活。以我那么独立的人我一定能很快适应另一个生活环境。

我决定了，你给的安排我会依照！我会离开这里！

很意外地，在上个星期五收到新加坡朋友的结婚邀请。

我还记得‘你’说过你会陪同我一起去，但是现在就只剩我一个人去出席，

觉得没有什么大不了，因为我能独自一个人出发我的旅程。

最近好像和你密切了点儿，以往我们都很少通电话，意外地你竟然会时常在我面子书留言，

更意外地，你竟然会在下午打电话给我聊天，和我谈心事。觉得朋友的角色还是比较适合我和你，但是偶尔地，会想起你，想起以往和你的日子！如果到外地工作我第一个会不舍得的人竟是你，我会想了你再想家人与朋友，那种感觉很莫名其妙。还记得星期日那天朋友问起我一个问题，‘其实你对他还有feel吗’？我竟然答，
‘有’。但是我还是比较喜欢之前的你，之前的我们，暧昧那种关系会比较好，因为我很怕我们会伤害对方!

如果，我离开了这里，一切会变成怎样？有谁会想念我？我会舍得吗？

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Just went to Wangsa Walk with Windsyap and my babe C. Feelling tired now cuz woke up earlier morning, and my babe C was date me out for shooting in this afternoon. So I just be a volunteer again. I've no any idea gonna find out a nice place and got sunshine feel, so babe C was get up her idea, Sentul Park. Picture I can't upload now cuz every photo haven done yet, so I must wait all her editing. Just chilled while and we gonna lunch. So we just choose some cheapers place and havin our lunch. So after the third plan we were went to Wangsa Walk TGV movie session and spend out our boring time. hehe!

This means WAR, quite funny, and few part so funny. Rating for this movie five star, you guys should get the chance and watch it....

Jewel - Again & Again

Listen dear
I need you to hear.
I cannot disappear
I've tried again and again and again, and again.

I know we said
That we'd give up
You said we'd had enough
Again and again and again, and again.

But you, you're always on my mind.
It's like this all the time.
Say it's cause you're mine
All mine...

And if you will, I will
Try to let it go.
And if you try, I'll try
Try to let it show us the way
'Cause love is here to stay
Just look me in the eye
This is do or die
And I will stay in love
'Till you say enough
There is no giving in
There is no giving up in love.

Walk down the street
Stare at lots of things
The fast and steady streams
Again and again and again, and again.

Do what I should
Try to stay busy
Your face is all I see
Again and again and again, and again.

But you, you're always on my mind.
It's like this all the time.
Say it's cause you're mine
All mine...

And if you will, I will
Try to let it go.
And if you try, I'll try
Try to let it show us the way
'Cause love is here to stay
Just look me in the eye
This is do or die
And I will stay in love
'Till you say enough
There is no giving in
There is no giving up in love.

Like a movie I once saw
In the darkness I recall
Feeling the beauty and the pain
And when you call my name
Say you feel the same.

Cause' if you will, I will
Try to let it go
And if you try, I'll try
Try to let it show.

And if you will, I will
Try to let it go
And if you try, I'll try
Try to let it show us the way
'Cause love is here to stay
Just look me in the eye
This is do or die
And I will stay in love
'Til you say enough
There is no giving in
There is no giving up in love
In love, in love
We're in love

I cannot disappear...

I've tried again and again and again, and again...

Saturday, February 25, 2012

240212 @ Delux night club

How was your last Friday? Where you went? And what you done? Important is who you together with. Last Friday I was busy out-dating with my friends. Evening I was went to Sunway meet WindsYap (cambodia) and we headed chatime have a drink meanwhile wait my babe C.

Night, I was attended Jing Hao birthday celebration at Jalan Ampang Delux. I was get his invitation in da earlier morning, so lucky I could date my babe join together with me.

(Fell very sorry for my babe again, cuz she was first time visit night club, some more she was quite boring inside those 'lame' environment, so I should thanks for her accompanied on last Friday night.

And one more I should given him a 'like'
and thanks him s lot. Thanks Eric Chu fetched us arrive destination, and although felt very bored and much thanks for him accompanied, chat with us.
And happy Birthday to JH again. And so sorry because I was went home earlier.