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我们完了！

2012-01-23T05:54:00.000-08:00

有多少的爱我为你付出，有多少的伤我为你痛了又痛？今天终于有勇气向你说分手了，一个有用的人不会常说自己没用也不会在女朋友有困难的时候说‘对不起，我帮不了你啊’。有些话如果自己也认定自己是的话为什么不把自己纠正好呢？你总是会说你会为我而改得更好，但，你能改多少？现在心虽然有点痛，但是我觉得你真的不适合我，我去要是一个能依靠的男人而不是男孩。我希望这次的分手你能明白和体谅，我们还会是朋友！

年初一。

2012-01-23T05:37:00.000-08:00

今天的一身打扮其实对于我来说很普通，今年的新年过得比往年更平淡，我没有去拜年拿红包，更加也没有说去哪里逛逛，一天到晚只留在家里!明天就要去PENANG了，所以今晚要早点睡觉。

Last Saturday 140112

2012-01-23T05:23:00.000-08:00

How was your reunion dinner celebration with family? Last Saturday we went to K.Selangor having seafood for dinner. Actually we were celebrated ''reunion dinner'' with friends and this was Christine idea.

Four of us.

Our dishes, total only RM 138. cheap and delicious!

喜愛夜蒲

2011-11-16T16:33:00.000-08:00

Finally finish watch this HK drama. Few part was so meaningful but sure not include sexual part.. You guys should have a try and watch this video also. Really not bad for those who're cluber like to club every week or everyday..

Sharing a nice song for you guys..

09 Oct 2011 (Belated post)

2011-11-11T20:28:00.000-08:00

Remember, though that day is not a celebration of the big day, under very difficult to get is that they find time to come shopping. As a friend I walk with them is to be divided because every time I go to Penang they will entertain me as good. I travel all the time and place arrangements to make their tour took them to visit the sites and try to Malacca food. In fact, Malacca I have been to many times, so I have little knowledge of the local tourist attractions!

We arrived three something afternoon, and first station we chilled Pahlawan shopping mall.
(layer cake)

Both first time meet and recognize. (Kelly and Christine)

three of us, look so fat (me)

Penang ''lang''.

all of them (include me).

Night, we went to night market (Jonker walk).

*Hope this trip will not make you guys disappointed with the arrangement, although only half day trip, but enough. For me, no matter where friends meet good, fun play free as long as we talk about everything is good! Really hard to come by a bunch of journey, looking forward to the next to come and we gathering together.

06112011

2011-11-11T19:22:00.000-08:00

A very nice day for me, last Sunday! Afternoon went to Pavilion bought Burberry and night chilled Sunway Giza dinner with my dearest Bro dar Shawn and Daphne. Memorable for me and thanks giving much of happy. Especially is you my dearest D! You're really happy star and make us funny!

We make the right decision cuz we choose the nice restaurant!

d'italian E kitchen (itally cuisine).

After dinner we went to Sunway Pyramid. Accompanied Daphne and Shawn window shopping!

Meanwhile, I was waiting Babe C finished her work @mid valley.
And we seat at Kim Gary waiting and kept talking chit-chat.

Night, drove back Cheras and found dearest Kelly drinking @ In-house cafe!

Monday morning, work half day and quickly slept and when I woke up, I was Spent the next pick up the phone, few caller ID and message number I was missed up. I guess if I didn't silent my phone my phone will keep ringing and bringing me couldn't sleep as well.

Night, headed Kepong fetched my dearest D and we chilled Giza mall Starbucks.

I like the night we chat topic, with story content makes sense. In addition to also bring some funny face. Huh, missing the night was miserable because we chat ''real ghost stories''. But quite meaningful for everything and every part in our Life!

Last Saturday 051111

2011-11-11T18:51:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday I was went to Mid Valley Pc fair with my cousin and auntie!
In fact, my aim is to find Babe C have a lunch or high tea, but some people was date her, so I just decided shopping session with my cousin.

Both chilled Haagen Dazs enjoyed dessert. Blossom split, quite nice and I more prefer green tea flavor. I can only express their staff to serve the very poor, very slow, make us damn annoyed even just remind them refill water again and again, the third she only willing came in-front and serve us! And called them billing, again and again! No next time for me to the chance going there.

Evening, arrived home and I quickly taking bath and slept. Night, continue my schedule and we went to sunway @live. (Shawn, Kelly, Christine etc...)

这种感觉

2011-11-03T07:59:00.000-07:00

这份爱，这种感觉，渴望很想拥有！但是何时才会真真体会得到？在我的爱情世界里真的没有尝试过这样的感觉与温暖，因为悲伤的日子还比甜蜜的日子多！如果真的能让我遇到真正一个我爱的人我会愿意为他付出所有的一切，我只想认真地谈一次恋爱。你会是吗？我矛盾的，你的心里有属于我的一点吗？

With My Dearest C

2011-11-03T07:34:00.000-07:00

It too much thing I never update and upload. Especially all the photo with My Dearest C. We really hang out often and take much of picturessss. haha, maybe she are matching with me! I miss you much, since last Sunday meet you and I was outstation few days so can't meet her. Dear, arrive Kl first find you~ Promise.

Last Friday Night~

2011-11-03T07:26:00.000-07:00

How long we didn't meet? How long didn't hang out with you? How long we didn't contact since I get an accident. The most latest I was meet you in July, night we went to Giza mall chilled Starbucks Have a drink. And after few month, October we only meet and hang out together! My best friend, Daphne Wong! Appreciate you and thanks you teach me a lot! When I was getting depressed you're the one and will be the first appear in-front me and talk to me.

*In my life you're my second person I'll respect and cherish our relation. I guess we recognize probably one year 4months. I hope and I wishing our friendship can maintain till longer!

With my granny

2011-11-03T07:18:00.000-07:00

Love this photo much, first time take picture with my beloved granny on last month October. Love her's smile! I know I was not much of time to accompany she always, till remember and flashin' back when I was a kids she was very love (sek) me and care me, what I want and she will gave everything for me. Although she was some overbearing but she treat us never in attitude capricious. She was my only one and I'll respect her. Loving you my beloved granny!

Where did I go right?

2011-11-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

This song was kinda mentioning my feel, I was totally missing you in my heart almost 5day since that day went out with you! Maybe we just recognize not longer and feel so stranger again! I hope you'll be mine and you could do everything for me 'again'. You really match for me as what I need. When hearing this song I suddenly will thought you and flash back that moment that topic that environment just leaved both of us. Hmm, love the feel you given me love the sweet talk you chat with me. I miss you deeply~ my Boy

思念的一份情趣

2011-11-02T06:00:00.000-07:00

不知不觉已经到了十一月了，单身了七个月，七个月里的成长与生活，到目前自己所拥有的一切，我很满意。原来少了一个人在你身边，开头会不习惯，但久了，你却习惯一切！回头想起以前可悲的日子还原来多过开心，你给的欢乐有多少，悲伤也自然的加倍，离开你是对的选择，我没有后悔，也不想倒头往，也更不想和你有任何的联络。发觉自己会想了很多，昨晚的话题我很喜欢，不是因为你的称赞而是你的欣赏与解释。朋友，谢谢你的意见，我会往我的出发点行动。

近来的生活比较平淡，从新加坡回来后，一直stay kl 工作，晚上节目少了，而且懒惰去plan任何节目。还是一样，喜欢别人为我而计划与安排！星期五那晚很开心，星期六和老朋友rakesh, pui ling, davin聚会，星期日只是去做gym和喝茶！这样的生活真的自由多，朋友多未必是好事，但是我真的很珍惜目前的你们。工作一切开始慢慢如我所愿，依然还有进步的空间。至于爱情，我还寻找着一个适合我的男生，至少要勤劳与不要颓废的就行，以往选错了，答应自己不要再犯同样的错误了！所以时间可以冲淡一切不开心的东西反而会带来开心的事务！我认同，时间就是治疗我们的痛，所以我们不要浪费时间的一分一秒！

Few Song I'd reccomend

2011-11-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

Singapore Part II

2011-11-01T16:51:00.000-07:00

Belated post, 21 October I was went to Singapore again for three day two night!

While, arrived LCCT 5am in da morning.
Waiting my flight after check-in everything!

0715am started departure and flight to Singapore.
after 45 arrived Changi airport.
Took Taxi and back Auntie House.

Rest while and ready went out shopping,
First station I was choose Orchard cuz too many branded item.

First day I already shop a lot item.

Night, headed Vivo City meet up my dearest auntie Lisa.
We chilling Japanese Cuisine for dinner. And rest while we took MRT went to Universal studios and celebrated Halloween night.
It's an unforgettable night and it so happening for every part.

Day two, waken up earlier cuz headin' Singapore flyer.

outfit~ casual wearing!

Duck tour, have a pretty leader brought us visit around Singapore and she describe many history about Singapore, love her voice cuz so sweet!

Afternoon, after finished Flyer and duck tour, we went to Bugis chilled Seoul Garden having lunch.

After finish our lunch, Auntie back home and rest and I decided stay and shopping again.

Arrived home already late, auntie was prepared dinner for me, thanks so much.
Finish dinner we chill Clarke Quay have a drink session.

Day three, last day I was stayin' at Singapore!

outfit on Sunday afternoon, we went to Marina Square and China Town!

Having dessert at China Town.

Night, the last dinner auntie cook for me.

Ready out to airport.

Claims tax free cuz really spend a lot at Singapore.

Goodbye Singapore and I arrived LCCT almost 12something!

Actually December decide Bangkok with my dearest C but unfortunate Bangkok city was flood so ultimate our decision change to Singapore. huh, I can't imagine how come Singapore become my second 'house' ya. This year I already attend at least twice! But if my babe want I could bring her visit Singapore again! But we more focus on shopping so I'll saving money for my next target! hehe

Friday & Sunday

2011-10-12T05:17:00.000-07:00

Last Friday we chilled Geographer have a drink session.

with my babe C,
(Toki, xiang xiang, big xiang, little xiang, Vincent, Cow,Joselin)
Thanks all I was invited attend.

Saturday night, we headed Genting Coffee Bean.
Such as happy moment when gathering with my friends. haha

Sunday, we went to Malacca half day trip.
Sure I brought my babe C and entertain Penang friends.

My short hair, new hairstyle in October, felt so regret.
(This saturday I gonna dye my hair again)

Last Saturday 011011.

2011-10-06T16:40:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday I'd a party night, we decided chilled KL @LIVE! Actually organizer and event also is I created, something happen not in so fun. Just forgot about it cuz till have another attend and join us party. I was joined Johnny , John and Joyce, I so glad cuz that night Kenny joined us too.
I didn't take much photo with my brunch cuz that night I so moody and just focus live-band. KL @live environment is so happening but I really don't know will open till midnight 4am. Around 0230am I already back. I guess, I've the next chance!

Last Friday 311011

2011-10-06T16:25:00.000-07:00

Outfit on last Friday night.
We were headed Mid Valley having tea session.
Kelly, Yap, Xiang and me. Four person gossiped and gathering together.

I'm so freaking how can I smile as so happy, cuz that day I really happy through my heart.

I guess I really can't maintain the smile in longer, cuz recently kinda stress and problem bringing me ''big head''. And I know, have a words I quite like it, got meaningful (Don't let the world exchange your smile, is you exchange the world to make you happy & smile).

*Just a random posting, recently I'll been busy, cuz before I oversea I gonna settle all my stuff.

Sunday 250911

2011-09-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

Last weekend I was stayed at my hometown @ Kaki Bukit. Get a lot of fun even just been staying three day two night. First day I was posted already. And second day was nothing special, I just staying at home sleep and rest, midnight drink session with my lil' bro and his friend.

This posting was mention in the third day. I was so happy and everything felt so satisfaction and important I really full of happy. Thanks my dear Crystal accompanied and my lil' brother Chester!

Waken up earlier in da Sunday morning, kept callin my bro wake up and fetch his friend! We went to Thailand @ Wang Kelian. I really proud of myself cuz without IC and passport enter to the immigration center and I just through walked in. Thinking back I really scare~ Luckily everything so success and nothing happen, just let sun-burn our skin, cuz Thailand weather damn freaking hot. Huh, just a half day trip then we back home. Ish, actually my hometown going Thailand immigration just within 15min only, so near!

Photo we captured so many, and I lazy to upload so much, if can just click in my FB and watch it.

Bye bye~ next posting coming soon.

To you.

2011-09-24T06:42:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry to you and I can't say the word to you right now. I so thanks for your chasing. Did you know, yea, I was single but I'm really not available for anyone at the moment. Maybe like that will treat with each other a better chance. I selfish everything cuz I think for myself first only think another matter. I've the feel to you but ain't really want any partnership in da moment. If I was in a relationship I would lost so many thing and suddenly I can't accept a boy it just recognize few months. I did the fault before and I admit I'm a play girl with others boy or 'girl'. In my heart really got another thing waiting for me to do, and my entertainment really too many. If I sacrifice to you and I'll get zero even I get a good boyfriend. And I know what type of girl would suitable to you. Maybe you guys will say I an idiot to give up a good kind of bf. But I'm just nineteen @ 2011. I can agree I till younger and I can handle so many thing in the future.

*I'm not really you think so good and best. I really thanks you cuz you appreciate my 'independent'.

Happy Friday @ Arthur's say

2011-09-23T20:10:00.000-07:00

Hehe, I was so hardworking to update my blog on recently, even not dialy but more better than before, at least three day in one time! Recently was free a bit, and my entertainment less also. You guys shouldn't believe that cuz I'd captured too many photo or check-it anywhere that I gone.

Okae, I was staying at Kuala Perlis @ kaki bukit. I was expected on last few week cuz my manager gonna work at Alor Star and he willing fetch me back home town. Even just a random travel or other else, feel so warm of the hard feeling cuz I really long time ago didn't enter here. And this time is my first time come back by alone, hehe. Starting feel myself can independent!

Last night we were went to Alor Star town. It quite far from the way if departure from my home twon, if I didn't guess wrong, we drove 100km/h - 130km/h we also need probably 50min only arrive the place. Huh, so thanks to my relative bro accompanied and brought to a nice place. The restaurant name BALI BALI HAI. Upstairs is for kitchen room and downstairs is PUB. Really have the gimmick to make it adorable. Should I use the word 'adorable' to mention the restaurant? If for a small town is really uncommon to find a entertainment & environment in nicely. So for my bro them it already nice. And I couldn't compare with KL city!
I was met up a new girl friend. Crystal Lam. She was quite thin and slim. Oh no, I hope I could get this body! And we just having our dinner and beer session at there! Just a simple day but feel very very very happy and satisfaction!

Sunday 180911

2011-09-21T01:28:00.000-07:00

Sunday was nothing special to plan out anywhere. But till the same schedule with last weekend. Went to Fitness First gym with my bro dar Shawn. I was getting slight of flu. When exercise (jogging) I felt my nasal mucus kept drop down and make me can't forcus. Ish, damn suffer when everything not in success! Just given out and went to sauna room.

I just wanna make you sweat*
I prefer a lot sweat sticking with my body and I love the feel 'wet'.
Even how was the sweat dripping, I didn't use my towel rub out! Until the sweat be implicated my skin. Feel so softly......

After gym I was decided sushi for dinner.

My lovely bro dar. Love his tattoo much as date a gangster out of dinner and I get protect.
We waited quite long at outside, it too many customers queue for waiting table. both of us not be short of in list! We chit-chat a lot, especially gossiped some people we would sharing with each other. hehe! Maybe too many topic we can't get any conclusion so every time we also can chat till so long, won't speechless and saliva won't feel thirsty however we talk 'so much'!

Next session, girls out day but without Crystal.

Dearest babe Y. so cute for her style even I younger than her.
(I hope I could be as her)

three of us, babe Y and K.

Last sharing edited by apps (notica).

*Really enjoy on da night. Miss you guys much~
Today is 230911~I won't forget today cuz is my Babe Kelly birthday! Although I can't attend to your celebration but at here wish you pretty always and 'sak yit fai lok'.

Oh Damn

2011-09-20T05:37:00.000-07:00

I'm staying at Butterworth right now! I'll back to KL suppose on next friday. If could I hope we can make it earlier! Today is Tuesday, waken up at morning feel so suffer cuz last night air-con temperature adjust low. And some more today working in bad status. Shit! Evening, slept for while and awake, more worst! I've a package from flu, (sore throat, running nose, cough). Feel my whole body so-so-so tiring! I'm gonna dinner and buy some medicine and make it recover as soon as possible. So miss my mummy, cuz when I sich she will care me much. And I miss home, especially is my warm bed and pillow!

Friday @ One M'sia Day

2011-09-19T05:27:00.000-07:00

Last Friday I was met up my Babe C and we were went to Genting with Shawn.

First choosing, will never change! coffee bean for tea!

look so fun with his drink.

outfit.

after Genting we rush back to KL and met up friends for tea. quite tight on my schedule!
And the last program, Shawn, Kevin , Boy, Tony , Christine and me went to Subang Bally cafe have a drink. Then we all sent her back home! I arrived home almost 330am. So-so so-so So tired even no need I drove!

*Enjoy the pictures we captured. & so sorry, I need out of dinner with colleagues so I gonna messy update .

Geographer @ Puchong IOI Boulevard

2011-09-19T05:04:00.001-07:00

Last Thursday night we were entered Puchong IOI Boulevard and chilled Geographer have a beer session. Hmm, quite rush for me cuz after outstation. First arrived MRR II was terrible jam when we on the road. shit, wasted almost 2an hour only arrived home.

That night I was met up Eric and Kenny them. Was quite happy on that night cuz gathering with old buddy. I was date out my babe C & Joselin.

Kenny was K.O dy~

All those photos really not in good quality cuz I taken by my I-PH so really apologize cuz can't get a clearly & nicely pictures show you guys!

*Rushing for next posting~Genting trip!

Hmm, something I not expect

2011-09-14T06:30:00.000-07:00

My title was describing my mood. 'Something I not expect'.
I've a lot of entertainment? or I got a lot of friends need to entertain?
Something I need to do during my off day (saturday & Sunday).My leisure time, I can use my time tea with my friends, have a short trip with my lovely friends, I can met up my friends, I can spend my free time as movie, singk, dinner, clubbing etc...

Just now manager sudden told me after this three day on off, next monday we will head to north (Penang, Alor Star,etc..)working at least in two weeks. Hmm, quite long for me! Maybe I'd so many thing to do during my off day. As the first I didn't convenient is,weekend morning I need out to restaurant help my parent work and I can earn some extra money. Secondly, I couldn't fix the time for gym and sauna. Thirdly, I can't always accompany you or my friends. Two week got one day off, and I plan back to hometown Perlis stay one night or date for some else go Langkawi. I can make it properly and hope so will nicely with a short vacation. But,not at all I can estimate! If another plan, I can use my passport through Thailand Haytai two day one night by personal. But they not allow for me~ Plan three, I can back to Penang to find my friends eat and fun, but I don't think I want, cuz Penang I almost entered probably 2months at least over three times. Quite boring for me!

And the last, that day you'll flight to oversea. And maybe this Friday is our last met up. I'm so sorry and I hope all the planning not should worst. I'll arrange a nice plan for you on this Friday! hehe~ hope you like it!

*As you say that, work more important than other things or matters. If you earn and what you get at ultimate! I keep it this words!

Few Song In September

2011-09-13T16:43:00.000-07:00

Hmm, I got few song need to recommend to you guys. Quite nice~ I'm not mind to sharing with you guys. If some one of you got following my FB sure you can get the first video post at my wall.

*Enjoy da video~

Day 1, 2 and 3~

2011-09-12T02:18:00.000-07:00

Friday night,
I just back from outstation, first I was met up my dearest babe K.

That night I really moody cuz morning I get shoot from my colleague boy.
I think was my personal problem, and I realize why my sale will drop.

Saturday night, waken up received whatapps from Shawn, he found me dinner with him and his brunch. So I was join him~

Second Round, I was whatapps my dearest babe C, and she just lepak at IOI mall with her friends, so I was get the chance and met her at Puchong IOI Boulevard. Actually that day I already get ready for party, so I just date all of them join us at Geographer IOI.

After we were went to Pandan Indah for supper.

The next day, Sunday. I was went to fitness gym with Shawn.

after leaved out sauna room.
I love the sweat stick my body, felt so softly after all the sweat came out.

Last night was so so so rushing cuz I need go to Sunway find my dearest babe C, I date her for dinn at Italiannies @ Sunway. And I thought I the most late but finally when I arrived all of them only ''ngam ngam dou''. DENG~ so we was date with few others too, (xiao xiang, Vincent, Shawn, Kevin, Christine and I).

actually it was my third celebration, but most of them busy, so I think till got part four for the gathering!

Hmm, Im gonna start work now luh. Enjoy your reading!

Schedule on last week

2011-09-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hey readers, it quite long I really didn't post any photo and status update often. It so sorry, cuz my holiday schedule almost full booking with date with my dearest babe and friends.

I've my nine days holiday during Hari Raya & Merdeka, it so happy cuz without stress and I can get more further. So was fully going out even timetables just leaved few period on free. Hehe!

Day one , Saturday #I was headed out Genting with JH. I believed his drove skills and will make me safe, after Ghotong Jaya dinner then we went up Coffee Bean for tea. Midnight, we direct went to Club7.

Day two, sunday #Nothing special for that day. Tea with Xiang (we almost in three weeks didn't meet up) then we movie at M.Valley~

Day three # went to Petaling street with Xiang for dinner, we have an idea having grill fish, haha. After that went to his home red wine~

Day four # Went to M.valley, actually we decided plan to movie 'overhead'. But unfortunate, I was lazy to line up and buy the ticket, full of people!

Day five # If I didn't forgot, actually this day I was gave the whole day for JH. But he need to accompany his family so just cancel the plan (sungkai hot-spring & K.S seafood). Huh, finally in da afternoon I follow Xiang went to celebrity for gym. Then night went to singk session with Kelly and Shawn. Supper, we went to Sentul ah yap house!

Day six # This was the day I expecting. Out with JH and headed out Pavilion movie. hehe, some mistaken I was wrong with the time, but at midnight, we meet again at club7. THX for the coming!

Day seven # I love this day and I miss this day can appear again. Xiang, Yap and my dearest babe Christine out together tea at starbucks @ Sunway Giza. I quite long didn't met up my babe. So that night I quite enjoy and last we went to Genting. Hehe! Midnight, JH called me asked me where am I. So I was found him at @live Kl. Instead, so suprise that Arthur over there also.

Day eight # I thought I can rest as well at home. But at last also went to to tea with my friends. First round out with Xiang at serdang @Riverside shisha, secound round went to Inhouse cafe @ sri bathera with xiao xiang and shawn them.

Day nine # This was the last day my off, Evening tea with Shawn them till midnight. We all quite so many topic to gossip.

My one week holiday just stayed at KL. Nothing special! Monday start to work, stayin at Penang four day three night. Till a lot of entertainment and fun~ Thanks my friends, I guess I gave a bad image to you guys cuz Im really too tired after works and tea.

I just wanna make you sweat*

2011-09-08T07:57:00.001-07:00

Recently keep repeating this song in my playlist. I love the rock feel, especially was the night together with you. I miss you badly my boy~

Schedule # busy arrange

2011-08-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

有些东西勉强不来就无法才继续下去，就算曾经多爱一个人也好，当你发觉最后不是属于你的就不属于了。感情令人烦恼，但是烦恼是自己拿来的。很多不能说的秘密我不能乱透露，自己知道就好了！＊我只能说，只从那天和你见面后，我天天都有想念你。

Penang four day three night.

2011-08-25T05:32:00.000-07:00

Finally I was get the chance to met you hang out with me. Is unfortunate for everything and the fate, I believe, it have.

Tuesday night, actually we were just staying at Butterworth, but both of my colleague need attend to 'rich & poor dad' event. I didn't think i'll follow them. So I just called my best boy friend accompanied me. So we met up at Queensbay Mall. Quite long almost one an hour I waiting him at coffee bean! After he arrived, we rush up to bought ticket. 'Love is the only answer'. hehe, I get the chance watch dy~ but was ffk some one, cuz I promise will watch with him~

after movie we met wei bing and ah wei them.
we went to sg pinang food court.

Wednesday lunch with colleague.

night, we finally found the place in famous selling tom yam.

I don't think it really delicious. Just the soup different than other.

Thursday lunch at Air Itam, this really nice taste. LOL~

*Trying to post something but I was damn lazy, abandon.......*

Sunday Plan~

2011-08-15T17:06:00.000-07:00

Late to posted out this. last two week, we headed out Pavilion movie and chill Wong Kok for dinner. It quite lucky cuz before3day and after 3day within in birth-date, so babe Kelly was remind me we can order Big milk tea. So three people share with a jug!

our dinner set.

outfit of the day!

babe Kelly walking.

After finished movie zookeeper, we was decided old town for tea.
But Monday I need to wake up earlier so I just decide drink not longer at night.

Part ll @ celebration

2011-08-15T16:56:00.000-07:00

Second celebration we decided plan to Zouk @ Velvet with all my colleagues & friends. Unfortunate, Mr K not enough age to walk in celebrate together with us and some happen make the feel so badly, at here I need to say sorry with you guys, but I was received the suprise from my babe girls. Appreciated!

all my babe.

thanks for the cake, you can see my eyes, after cried.

girls

End my Part ll celebration, expecting Part lll.

Birthday Part One

2011-08-15T03:41:00.001-07:00

Sorry, it belated post on last Friday night, 120811. Actually last few week we were decided enter to Damansara Height @ The Hill for dinner with my babe girls. So that day if I didn't forget after work from outstation ,I was damn rushing to office cuz I couldn't late. Babe C with S fetched me and we dressed out. It beautiful day, we fetched Yumiie and Kelly! Five girls headed out to dinner.

here we are. waiting our food.
Crystal, Kelly, Yumiie, Samantha and me.

Here I am. Thanks Babe Y captured so many photo for us.

Our meal set and dessert.

After finish dinner we rush to next session, @live kitchen bar.

girls never forget camwhore at anywhere, include me also the same.

Arrived in da earlier.

Let me introduce to you guys, Eric chu, he the only one same birth-day with me.
an amazing night both of us would celebrated together.

our cake, Haagen Dazs

make a wishes, wish the dreams come true.

all the ladies & pretty girls.

At here I need to thanks you guys make the party for me, gave an unforgettable birthday party for me in 2011.

*Part ll I'll try to update on tonight, cuz too many pictures and I was tired cuz last night I just slept almost 4an hour then woken up outstation.

Weekeed Rock

2011-08-09T04:55:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday night We were headed out OverTime session, Since Viva mall opening so long, I never have been enter to OT, it quite so badly even my colleagues always HappyHour at there, even how near that I live at Cheras, I just had been visited there in one time. HUH, finally, Saturday was 7th Valentine day, I thought I just get from home to sleep, last minute my dearest was date me hang out with her, so I just called Xiang join together, cuz I damn terrible face stranger, xD! Around 10something arrived OT, and we seat till 2am then change to next round, In-house cafe for tea.

babe Kelly drank starker,

my order, lychinee cocktail.

I just posted to instagram, quite many likes to this picture, thanks.

valentine even single, but I can get my babe huggies.

It a regret promise to you, because slept at 5am morning, and woken up in 9something. Headed out Len Sen for dim sum. Next time I won't so easy to promise you guys, with Kelly, Xiang and Sjie.
After dim sum, we headed to Pavilion for movie session. on the way, girls won't forget to camwhore even just a simple posting on fb or Instagram.

We watched Captain America 3D. not bad to this movie, rate for 4star!
Then we went to tokyo street and strollin'.
After that lunch at Inchiban Boshi.

Next session, Cheras Neway Cheong k.

outfit of the day.

It was a fully and exhausted day, back home bath and night drink with Shawn them.
Arrived home 2am and the next day (monday) woken up 6.15am!
I need back to hospital X-ray and hand checking! I didn't get any sleep in well,
twins day just slept in 4hours. BADLY~

that is the X-ray my hand injured.

Then we headed Pavilion again with Xiao Xiang and Joselin.

Movie again, and home sweet home.

Teluk Intan 4day 3nights

2011-08-09T04:34:00.000-07:00

上个星期在安顺居住了四天三夜，真所谓美食到口真的垂涎三尺。我想我的体重就这样慢慢增重，无法控制美食的当前！到了安顺，工作后的晚餐，驰名三少猪肠粉，感觉不是很好吃而已。

最令我依依不舍的就是，在安顺sm convent旁边的一间小档子，专卖叻沙，cendol, rojak, mee rebus, ice kacang等的美食。我们去了两天都是combo不同的美食。

完成第一篇，虽然简单，但是明显的献出我的努力，下一篇正上传。

献给你的最后一封最后一句话。sohk!

2011-08-02T06:21:00.000-07:00

男人就是这样，有了新的就会变心就会贪心忘旧。
男人一旦死了心，他们就不会记得以前的一切以前的美好回忆。
男人变了心，他们就不会再吃回头草，因为已经不新鲜不好吃了。

你的变，我明白，你的心已经没有属于我的地位了。
你真的能很善忘我们一起拥有过的东西与快乐。
你不会明白我有多痛，你不会知道我为你流了多少滴的泪水。
你的离去，你的自私，你的爱，我只想你能definetely消失在我的生活里。
有你，只能短暂的开心，但却满足不到我的长久。
你长大了，看的事务是否比我多？我不知道！
我只想你能不要那么幼稚，我不是你的玩具！
你以为自己能给到我开心就选择一再无言离去，
然后等到我真的开心过生活你就回头说，我还依然爱你想你！
男人永远都不明白女生要的是什么，怎样的开心怎样的满足你也不知道！
不要说你的离开是为我好让我开心了。你还想欺骗自己多久？
你总是把我弄的很胡乱，就直到现在我把爱别人的门也关上。
我踏不出你的圈子里，就算怎样，你可以让我好过不要再找我了吗？
我们以后只能把以前当作回忆里的一部份！
你能可以给我切地忘记你离开你吗？
你能坚持自己的决定，不要再往后我这边了吗？

我要的生日礼物很简单，我希望你不要再找我。希望你能做到！
facebook既然delete了我，那就不要再add了！我的profile不是回收中心。

PrettyGirlRock.

2011-08-02T05:52:00.000-07:00

Last thursday night I was have a drink session with Kelly and Nelson. And I was meet Akimy at In house Cafe. I got whatapp her but unfortunate that account was his brother Clement. But few moment ago, she suddenly talkbox me. I guess this world really have same soul with each other. We really have the miracle in the same moment. I'm so happy on that night cuz I really almost half an year didn't meet her and hng out with her. I till remember last year we kept chilled out always. Time passed fast, just a short days after we till keep in friendship. LOL.

That's me, blur.
We drink till the night, almost 4something we only finished gossip.
Arrived home probably 5am in the morning.

Friday night, my dear Joselin came back from outstation.
Miss her a lot even we just one week didn't meet up.
She really as my mother.

I wouldn't forgot our date also with her, my babe Kelly.
And the handsome boy Shawn. He quite funny and I like the conversation we Chatted that night.hehe, actually he ''ge por''.

So after that we meet up Eddie, cuz he need to fetch J back home.

Saturday, I was stayed at home till night only headed out SS2 murni supper.
With my babe Kelly and Shawn (brunch).

If I didn't forgot, that day so earlier home sweet home,
around 1 something already lying at the bed sweet dream.
Huh, quite busy in the week.

Sunday, nothing special, no hang out no tea no shopping, cuz I get a rest in due prepare for the other day work. But I got went to PUDU having dessert with my lil sister and auntie.

Monday, Quit for work but doesn't my opinion, that day almost school holiday and was postpone work, huh. Night I tea with Akimy and Clement and all the brunch. So I won't forgot to meet you, Babe Yumiie.

Song in my Playlist

2011-07-26T08:32:00.000-07:00

Girls out day

2011-07-26T08:26:00.000-07:00

Today we headin' out Pavilion.

JULY @live

2011-07-26T07:45:00.000-07:00

Belated post. if i didnt forgot this day om Friday, 15 July. We headed @live for party. Before hang out, we went to Bangsar @ Alexis chilling for dinner.

In the carkelly and me
crystal and me.

Party hour start,
Jing Rong and me.
Ok, done my simple update. Next posting i trying update right now.

不能也要做到！

2011-07-22T07:58:00.000-07:00

多五天我就能去拆线了！好期待这一天啊！下个月我能上班了，大致上都没有什么问题吧。我是工作狂，没有工作一个月没有薪水没有娱乐了。时间很轻松地过去了，休息多一个星期就能做我想做的东西，希望报告会一切依我所要地！

忙碌日子没有了。

2011-07-13T03:35:00.001-07:00

在医院住了一个星期，回到家真的只在，有妈的照顾！现在在享用着一个月的假期，啊，这个月的schedule没有了，很多东西都不能做！这几天都过着平淡的生活，早睡早起！为例的只有昨天，终于都看了transformer 3D！回到家已经半夜两点多了！有点累，但是失眠，闭上眼睛却是想起当天的意外。而且手却很痕痒地！其实几乎每晚都会想起那个画面！我想这次的意外令我有点恐惧！我需要时间去克服。

手的进步我很满意，但是却还没有达到我想要的进步状况！今天起身血液硬着在伤口，起身赶快运动！然后慢慢地发觉手可以翻了，终于都看见手扳！手指还是不顺不灵活，还有很长的时间需要去治理！给我预期的时间长了，看来下个星期还不能上班去。我已经在尽自己所能了，而且开始接受着以后的后为症！

在出事以来，我很感谢朋友们与同事的陪伴和问候！多谢他们给我无微不至的关心，劝导，安慰。还记得我妈去医院探望我时，她说了一句，原来你有那么多朋友的！我傻了下，回想起，在医院时的确得到很多朋友的探访！谢谢你们。

难捱的日子都过去了，还有很多东西我不能三言两语能解释得到，以后的东西大致上都planning 好了！现在要等的就是27／7！我要回到医院做检查和册线！

Hot Spring @ part two

2011-06-28T04:50:00.000-07:00

After Broga Hill we were went to Semenyih having breakfast. Huh, I can felt my leg got muscle in solid! But some arching also. Like the feel in first day! So after breakfast we was catching the time and drove to Sungkai, I was felt Im the happiness because I no need drive and I just hug my little pillow and sleep like pig. So when arrived the Sungkai tol I just woken up. hehe. (Even in the highway how the driver drove in fast speed I also not feeling).

So almost 11something we already arrived the destination.

that the map & location.

hello, that not my sunglasses.

Vivian @ me.

I love this so much.

So after swimming pool, they play like a kids.
so we entered to another side, hot spring.

They was so naughty, because kept ran to another pool to test the temperature.
sigh@ hot spring was offer to you guys a comfortable & relaxing when lower in the hot water!
But they all wasn't adapt to the hot water!

So have a leader he was bring us visited to the jacuzzi.
Was so nice and damn comfortable, but a family pool need to pay RM 75.
huh, no free lunch in this worlds. I was realize@@''

The last part we was boiled egg. lucky I got remind them buy egg from market.
And I won't forget because the sauce we stolen at the restaurant. They kept remind me, vicky, you given us an unforgettable memories. haha!

3 something, after having lunch so we leaved Bidor. Departure to KL. 7 something I just arrived home. How was the exhausted day? but felt satisfaction in the short trip!

Our plan for next month, Malacca A'FOMOSA two day one night.

Tired but was felt happy!

2011-06-28T04:19:00.000-07:00

Saturday was headed out to Mr Yap BBQ party night. So we were enjoyed in da night, Thanks for him bcos he treat me GREEN LABEL. That day I didn't back home and continue planned out to the mountain @ Broga Hill. Hehe, in my life just was the first time climb up to the mountain, i guess was so syiok but finally i was knew, it quite hard to reach up the top. I think i was not in so prepared my stuff in the safely, my shoes my bag or something else. So I was get my first tried. But I was so glad for myself because I never given out to climbed, walked. That all the pictures the 'stupid' help us captured, blur, hope don't mind it.

But unfortunately, when we almost get the sight to watching sun rise, suddenly fog was blocked all the scenic, hermm......lost a chance! So we quickly ran and climb down. Huh, you can see a lot of people disapointed.
Huh, goodbye Broga Hill. And next posting will continue right now. Sungkai @ Hot spring!

Second day @ Singapore

2011-06-23T18:22:00.000-07:00

The second day I was felt fully satisficed Cuz bought a lot of items and second was headed out buffet for lunch. So auntie Lisa was decided went to Shangri-la the line. That's the food and environment.

After finished buffet, so we took taxi and Auntie Lisa was dropped me down at ORHARD. So I just shop by myself. Then try to took MRT change to another station, BOON LAY. First time took MRT was quite difficult to me, cuz got few line like green, red, purple...so I was mistaken few link and finally arrive the new destination, JURONG POINT.

. Jurong Point.And I meet serene again. Thanks to her, cuz she take leave and accompanied me shopping!
Then we shop around 5 something then we back to coffee bean and tea. Then not long ago, her husband fetched her back JB. So we just meet in da last day. And I , try to get back mrt and found the place, BUGIS. Cuz i till have a lot of items haven buy it. And i never regret for went to BUGIS cuz I bought a lot of thing at there. HUh, I was blame for myself cuz I not enough of hand to carry so many thing, so i was lost so many items haven buy it. sigh@@

So I was don't want to took taxi again, took mrt back to simei rise~! And I was success.

Here the items that I bought.

Okay, finally done my update. hehe! I love singapore cuz English educated. This few day I just use English for conversation. And shopping, damn cheap better then Malaysia. I want plan to here again. So later I'll flight back to Kl, was departure around 1.30pm!

Goodbye, stay tuned ya!

Day one @ Singapore

2011-06-23T18:14:00.000-07:00

The first day I was arrived Singapore around 2 something. Felt so stranger because in my life this was just first time entered to this country. So the map I was so confused and i many thing I just asked for the stranger. But finally was give out and took taxi to Changi Rise found the location was Auntie Lisa home. Fortunately, arrived auntie house arround 3something.

Night, I was first meet to her, my new spore friend, serene! She quite friendly and she be my leader and bring me hang out and visited Singapore famous place, so the first destination at BUGIS. So we having dinner @ BBQ-STEAMBOAT. 21dollars per person. Thanks for her and her husband paid the bill for me.

Okay, this was the first day and I was back home in da early.

Malacca Trip

2011-06-17T05:59:00.000-07:00

satay celup.

Nadeje cafe Dataran Pahlawan

old street ''xi ham''.

Taste good.

JUNE 11 @ part one

2011-06-17T05:39:00.000-07:00

John birthday bash party JUNE 2011,

SORRY cuz part one late only upload those photo.

But a words can mention to my reason, 'busy'.

So you guys just enjoy few photo.

STARHILL @ Jogoya buffet lounge.

Malacca.

2011-06-15T03:42:00.000-07:00

Hey readers and friends.
Finally arrived Malacca in da earlier.
So ill been staying at here three day two night!
Sunday suppose planning come travel with bii, but they was plan out to here work!
So i was so sorry to you bii. (can we decide to other place?)

I was tired and sleepy, so after update i must get a rest in due.
And i was getting flu, keep running nose and cough! omg.
I miss my bii.

Phuture night 11 June

2011-06-15T03:12:00.000-07:00

Belated post, sorry cuz late update. Last Saturday went to John birthday bash party. Was enjoyable in da night, but I was drunk so just taken few picture.

hello phuture.

xiao ying yumiie and me.

Three of us again.

Joselin and Estee.

Mr Kah wee after vomited, awake face.

Jacken with Oscar.

All of us.

Unfortunate, I was forgot to bring my camere out of the car. So just few random posting.

Hurt, but i till positive thinking

2011-06-08T02:41:00.000-07:00

觉得一个人自私起来真的很自私，
年多来的付出都是白费到现在还是一无所有。
渴望的要求不是很贪心，想要的也不多，
我就是不明白，曾经向对方说过的承诺到最后还是没有做到！
难道在你的心里就是那么得自私，
有钱自己一个人享用，旅行只会和朋友外出？
我们都在浪费着对方的时间，我真的很讨厌你，
讨厌你的自私！

OverTime

2011-06-08T02:31:00.000-07:00

Just hang out in da last two week.
Headed out went to giza mall @ overtime.

Lost and Found

2011-05-21T08:10:00.000-07:00

Feeling boring on now. Just mood in blogging right now.

I staying at Kuantan already two week. I till remember last few day on Wednesday morning. Mood in good and waiting both cigarettes and i sang a song for them, (i'm coming home coming home tell the world im coming home). cuz i considering what kind of entertainment is waiting for me, both was stund and laughed said, Vicky, please la, early morning don't catch weird mood for us la. haha! Evening, i recieved a bad news from him, Vicky, we stay here one more week cuz next week we were going K.terengganu! sigh.....you hurt me so long! Thats why i was damn no mood in da whole day. And him, fucking bad, far away called me from kl asked me join him to alive @ sunway on saturday night! How was my feel? work and relax which more important?

Sunday went to K.T work. Monday they headed out went to CLUB. Yeah baby, is my favourite and i was quit in few month. Damn miss the feel~ I drink i sing i dance, ultimate, i drunk i sang i dizzy! God bless me, liquor really killed me much.

Time crossing damn fast, more a week I can leave here and enjoy my life in KL. I miss you guys, thanks for calling me when I need your asking. haha~

Give everythin' please.

2011-05-21T04:31:00.000-07:00

I was stressing, what i stressing? I was worrying, what i worrying?

I tryin accept the way wouldn't make me trouble.

relaxing, when the wind blow into my face,

i felt freshing and less emotion. thanks you girl.

I miss home, i miss my mum, i miss kl.

Especially is you, i miss you everyday~

Bussiness @ Traveller

2011-05-21T04:00:00.000-07:00

Hey, is time no update on here.

Just a random posting and simple describing.

Okae, i was staying at here, Kuantan.

Last two week, monday arrived amd till now,

need stay one more week in here, i almost insane.

But, fortunately, it was my colleaugue Joselin hometown,

so she gonna be tourist bring us eat and fun.

Tuesday, was a public holiday.

So at night we decided steak for dinner,

so just headed out famous steak house.

mini butter.

appetizer, salad mix chicken.

mushroom soup, taste good better then pizza hut.

garlic bread with cheese.

chicken chop, not mine, johnny ordered.

and mine, sizzling black pepper chop. I prefer the sweet corn.

Ok, stay tuned, i gonna settle my new website.

Off day

2011-03-17T19:24:00.000-07:00

Today is Friday, I couldn't believe that my manager will take a off day! For me maybe is a good news but feel so boring in da house! If out also need wait until night! Huh, what can I do and where could I can going in this few hour?

I decided going saloon and dye my hair, is stupid ugly in the top cuz black color was grown up and my hair was fucking long even last two week just cut it almost 3cm!.

Monday will leaving here and move to another place to work! Probably should learn how to independent. Work most important then dating or travel! But I guess I can maintain business in traveller! I hope I can met you on tomorrow, but I think you wouldn't come and fetch me and met me! Maybe you're treat me as a stranger. But it's ok, if you on my planning will going dessert with you either having a dinner! If not on just find some friends and tea! That's all, I'm not so confidence in my date on you! Everything just take it easy. I will miss you in my heart.

Tired mode

2011-03-17T00:45:00.000-07:00

0346pm right now, today is the most earlier my manager let us back home. Feel so tired because last night was back in da lately around 2something! Try to get a due rest on now! Cuz later wil hang out with them. Maybe movie or sing k! I should enjoy until this few day!

Working, manager said I was approve, my partnership wad very take care and teaching me a lot of skills! I need more spirit to improve. I'm tired and getting a sleepy mode in da whole day! So I should take a bath and rest well.

Schedule in this week.

2011-03-16T04:31:00.000-07:00

Er, this week is my last week staying at kl, next week gonna departure kl and starting to my first trip! But I not hope that will going Penang because he will flight to china on this Saturday night! If go Penang will no people find me hang out happy hour. Sigh !

This week they confirm going sepang gold coast, huh, how long that I was expecting going gold coast enjoy a wonderful beach and spa! Ms c was already agree will booking a massage and spa together with me! Haha, hope Jessie going with us too.

Tonight they'll coming find me walk pm then movie at mid valley@ the big mama! Huh, couldn't waiting the moment to catch the time watch this movie as possible! Hear that funny and ridiculous inside the drama show! I feel so tired but I wanna entertainment to relax my mind! And him, will coming back on tomorrow night, that's mean Friday night I can met with him, I damn miss him and try to get a hug from him! XD ....

I'll try to update my blog in daily! Cuz I know I was always abandoning my blog, photo couldn't update by I phone, but Monday I'll try borrow johnny laptop to upload those photo I captured! Just stay tuned@

工作得开心。

2011-03-16T04:26:00.001-07:00

今天真的很累，很有充实的感觉！

每天返工，然后等收工，感觉真的很美好！自从在这间公司工作后，这几天都收到很多朋友的支持与鼓励，真的感到很满足！虽然有点辛苦但是却不会说要放弃！就是工作得很开心很开心。他们也很照顾我！任何问题都不会说不明白不开心！

昨晚因为和你吵架把今天的心情带到有点不是很开心。也许就是想太多的关系！但是从昨晚起，你delete了我！不是什么大不了。我们的关系与生活就在此挂上句号！以后你有你的生活而我就会奋斗在我的工作上！我真的接受不到一个比我没有奋斗心没有目标的男朋友！没有本事却很喜欢把自己装得有，很废材没有什么分别！

Dissapoint / dissatisfied

2011-03-09T23:30:00.000-08:00

No point want to update anything!
Just help myself counting down, left 3day, I just can enjoy till inside this three day! I'll leave here soon! Damn. Feel like time past so fast, we didn't met almost two more week! You look busy and quite enjoy life after without me, I guess and I thought that will been fine for you! All the while, doesn't the big deal for you, cuz you really didn't get any hurt and unhappy! You'll happy always together with your friend! Lol, look am so emotion in this love relation! After happy sure get suffer ! Once, twice, till don't know how many time I'm getting hurt! I'm really hate you, you really is a play boy, I'm confused about you, I not understand what you want? Sometimes feel like you just playing me hurting me treat me as a toys! But everything was enough! Life is need us face different trouble different dilemma, different steps different experience!I was fall down in the jungle, and I hope I can be strong bravely climb up! Hope, expect, all need depends on myself..

I need friends cheer me up! I'll be fine.

逃避是一份罪

2011-03-09T05:16:00.000-08:00

今天真的很累，我以为真的能放下你，可以切底的忘记你。你对我的伤害真的很大！再一次有那份冲动想去信息你问你，我们还能在一起吗？但是到最后还是没有这样做，因为我知道，我在你心里已经没有价值已经没有地位了！就是怎样，你还会觉得我很烦！
真的搞不清楚自己想怎样！很想念你抱着我紧紧的那刻，自己就是一直告诉自己，真的没有可能再会得到你的拥抱了，你不会理会我不会再问候我过问我的一切！我很想把心里的泪发泄出来，但是我做不到。星期五，如果面试成功，我第一个很想和你分享也很想你帮我一起庆祝然后一直希望得到你默默地支持给我信心与鼓励！一切我都只在安慰自己让自己心里好过！我就是放不下你不能忘记你！你的过错，就是因为你喜欢逃避问题！你就是只会敷衍我让我更难受！酒真的只能麻醉我一时，出去只能让我短暂忘记你，就算怎样的一个short trip也好回到家也是不断地思念！
我帮自己挣扎了很久，我何时才能释放自己让自己真的开心？

2011-03-08T05:54:00.000-08:00

我们怎么了，感觉我对你的距离越来越远了。
和你见面的时间就是越来越少，我每一天都等着你打电话给我，但是你却忙着你的工作！听见你说你要找回你的前女友，我却有种不是很开心的感觉，我却不明白为什么我还一直叫你去！时间上我们真的来得很迟，你要的其实我都能给到，只是我不想伤害你！因为我觉得我们现在的关系都保持很好！我就是爱挑气你，我就是爱作弄你，我就是喜欢你逗我笑，看见你的表情我就是很开心很想继续去作弄你！在外人的眼里我们就是很恩爱很像在一起。你说你细心的一脸不会透露在我身上，但是你却不知道你已经做了。很多人，包括家人都问我，为什么不尝试去接受你！很多人都不会明白。我不是你想象中的那么完美！我还有很多的缺点不是你一瞬见就能接受得到。我怕你对我好的时候我却不会去珍惜！我真的没有这份勇气去接受！
就像那晚只有我们俩一起去看戏，你的背影，让我有种感觉很有那份冲动很想跑过去抱着你，很想说，我也喜欢你！到最后就是没有！还记得那晚其实我们就不想回家，还想陪着对方！你说你肚子饿，我却没有拒绝你却很想陪你吃宵夜！吃完后，你说你还想陪我！我却偏偏不让，因为我知道你一早就要工作所以就逼你回家！早上，你却打电话叫我起身，你找个借口跟我聊天。其实我们都在想念着对方！只是你不承认。
在朋友的分析下，其实我们就是互相对对方有感觉，只是我们没有承认，因为在我的口中就一直提着你的名字与事务！我们太多的阻碍了！我对你，我根本就不知道需要些什么！我只想我们的关系能一直保持良好，友情只上！我真的没有那份勇气去接受，毕竟在我的心里一直还有他的存在！时间，它真的能帮到我。

I'm back

2011-03-04T22:57:00.000-08:00

I'm coming home coming home, tell the world I'm coming home..
Yeah, peace, I was arrived kl in da earlier, I guess the stupid was drove as fast as possible! I was damn tired on last night cuz was not enough sleep when I stayed in Penang! When arrived kl, by the road, first we was facing traffic jam! And Xiang fetched his friend through pwtc sent some stuff to his maid, and Christine and I'm was appeared to Sentul met up ah yap and tea! I'm fucking tired until midnight! Around 1 something, home sweet home and get the chance sleep early. Was waken up in the earlier morning, I just slept few an hour then need leaved to my bed! Sigh..

I'm waiting him, he didnt reply my message, maybe he couldn't to met me. I was unhappy and moody in this moment! I miss him so much, but he was not accept and know it!( I won't cry, cuz I understand that you dislike I cry) I must be stronger cuz I need face to process when growing up. I'm till can't forget you in my heart, I'm till so love you!

思念

2011-03-03T07:00:00.000-08:00

就算我多么地想念他，他也当着是一份垃圾。就算我多么地想我们能像是以前那样开心地在一起，他也不会回心转意！实际上，他的心也没有了我！就算我怎样后悔自己的过错也好，他也没有那份心去细听和原谅我了！我每晚只能把自己弄得累才能入睡！我的泪，只能默默地在心里狂流！你不会明白，你不会知道。就连我的一点一滴，你也没有可能像是以前那样留心地去读了！我们，已经没有将来没有对方的存在了！我不会忘记我们曾开心过的日子，我不会埋怨，我的痛，需要时间去治疗。一切都变成了回忆，再也没有重新的机会。我的任性我的刁蛮，后悔也没有用了。

Update

2011-02-28T04:46:00.001-08:00

很久很久都没有更新自己的部落了.最近的生活还是那样,没有什么特别,只是人方面更新了,节目多了点!

每个星期日我们都会到外去郊游一下,我就是很享受这样的日子,因为可以体会到很多新鲜感.所以我都会很乐意的去帮他们plan 然后他们每个大多数都会on。一个星期一次的聚会，蛮不错！连续的几个星期日都已经满了，所以朋友的约会都不敢答应。

工作上的问题，星期六那晚特地和他们一起出去喝酒，总算没有白费挨到早上才到家的一天。很久都没有那么累得感觉。下星期就要去 interview然后就离开这里了，有点不是很舍得自己的家人很朋友！感情的问题，我们的关系就这样没有了，我们离离合合在一起都有年多了，我真的很不舍得，毕竟从你对我好的那一天起我已经动了心。就是因为我一次一次的任性，就是你一次一次的宠坏我，把我一次一次地依赖性加深了。在我们离开的那一刻起，我就告诉自己我要为你而改变，我也希望你能配合我和我一起去成长！回想起很多以前我们在一起的开心一起遇到的问题和事物。我不能说我们是老夫老妻的那类型，但是毕竟年多里我们都为对方付出了很多，就甚至是时间上！我太不会珍惜了，就连这一刻觉得自己也很无助，很想去信息你打电话给你也没有这个勇气了.因为我不想在你心里留下不好的印象，我不想再被你骂我"烦"了，在我
们重新开始的那一刻开始我就是没有再那么任性，就是知道你工作忙碌所以没有时时刻刻去打扰你，情人节那一天我不知道你是否是对我说真话，星期二那天生病了，你照顾我一整天，我真的感动泪流了，但是你不明白为什么我突然间哭了起来。星期三因为你工作累所以我没有一直吵你来找我，星期四，已经感到很开心因为你还会想起我。就是从星期五开始，我不知道发生了什么事情，感觉上你对我淡了，就连续的几天你一直在欺骗我令我生气令我很不舒服，同时就是得到身边朋友的安慰与关心，就是偏偏你没有对我这样做反
而还说我烦着你。那种心痛的感觉，我很痛也只会在电话上对着你哭！我不是傻，你一次一次的拒绝我我也知道发生了什么事情。星
期日，明知道你不想见到我我依然还硬着去找你，因为我真的很想见到你。你终于都出来陪我了，你说我根本没有生病甚至说我装可
怜，我的泪，我无法形容，在我哭的那一刻，你没有安慰我关心我反而说我很烦。我真的不知道自己做错了什么，心里就一直告诉自己
，我忍，我爱你的人，就算你怎样说怎样对待我我只能忍。晚上你送我回家的时候，我们都没说过什么，很想问清楚你很想你给一个交
待自己，但是我知道你就是喜欢逃避这个问题所以就没有问你！星期一，没有打算要信息你，但是最后还是信息了，你告诉我你要和
朋友出去娱乐，我根本就没有阻止，只是想和你好好聊天，结果信息几封你就没有信息了。星期二，你答应来找我，其实你每一天都早
放工但是你根本就没有信息我告诉我，那一天你也没有想过要来找我你只是一直在敷衍我，结果我就自己一个人跑去喝酒。
我不知道你需要些什么，我就根本不知道你想些什么。感觉就是你在外有了别的女生！前几天我都没有信息你找你，因为就想让对方
冷静。很开心昨晚你回复我的信息，就只是那三个字加两个问号就没有了。顿时我就回想起以前我们的日子与关系，以前真的没有想
过要认真的很你在一起，因为我觉得你在时间上能陪到我，我想去哪里你都会载我。所以在很多无畏的小事都吵起来。我真的很后悔
以前没有好好地去珍惜你关心你。开回fb的inbox看回以前我么的沟通方式和对话，我真的没有当过你是我的真真男朋友，我没有
玩你，只是没有好好把你放在心上！直到去年的十二月多，你流浪了我两个星期，然后我真的醒来还领悟了很多以前自己犯的错。在
那一刻真的让自己爱上了你。所以再我们多一次分开的时候我一直哭和逃避自己就是那样！我后悔已成了遗憾，我知道就算我怎样做
也好，你也不会回心转意，因为你的心里已经有了第二个！所以我决定退出在你的世界里，昨晚阿yap问起我，你还会等他吗，我说
我会，我就会一直等待，他说我很傻，其实他根本就不明白爱一个人你能什么都愿意为他付出，所以现在我什么都做不到，就惟有等待
。因为无论我怎样信息他打电话给他他也不会理我。

休息

2011-01-25T03:49:00.000-08:00

在家休息了两天,今天要出没了.再不出去的话就真的会乱想东西!
从上星期六开始就开心到今天,虽然有点累,但是觉得很充实!
下星期就是星期一了,我会在ipoh出现！
我好想去cameron highland但是他们却还在犹豫，干！
很多东西都不想去想不想去plan了。就期待别人去为我想好了！
现在我就真正的过着单身的日子，没有人陪的感觉就真的有点寂寞，
我真的快要找个对象来过日子！我就不想往回以前的路以前的日子！

起身开眼睛就想着找谁出找谁得空找节目，
就很不想这样的感觉，这个星期他要回来了，但是毕竟他又女朋友了，
陪我的时间不再像是以前那样，天天都出天天都见面！
我，真的不想去想你了。我只想好好的过日子。
期待下星期的来临！

G-six.

2011-01-24T04:01:00.000-08:00

星期上六早那天在工作,早上十点多就竟然给我遇见祥,原来他一早就plan好要找我的。感觉就真的很奇妙，因为星期五我们分开，因为我提早从penang回来，然后感觉就好像起身的一早就见到他！哈哈。晚上那晚就被约下clubbing。至于照片其实有很多的，但是某些是p&c的所以不能upload上来。

他们说我那晚的打扮很美很成熟，我也觉得！

那晚也真的玩得很开心，同时我也认识了很多朋友，哈哈！开心到不想离开，因为我终于都找到我一直想要和同类式的男生，那晚就真的不舍得他！直到现在我们就一直保持联络，我真的很想念他。（不是照片以上那位，那位我们多几个星期就会再见了！）

星期日，

放工还以为可以早回家休息，怎么知道就是没有这个机会而且还早出到晚才回家！我们去了rawang吃东西，然后就回sentul再去pavilion喝茶再去rawang.一天就一直坐车和吃东西！昨天虽然很累但是真的很开心！照片我不知道要怎样upload因为也是p&c的！就觉得开心的事就是陪他去买衣服，想起我们的话题真的很搞笑！这个星期他又回来了，我们plan去kuala selangor或酒楼吃团圆饭！

Penang Three day two night

2011-01-24T03:48:00.000-08:00

Last wednesday was appeared at penang. So thanks to my driver ah xiang came and fetch me to his house. Behind background is his sister room. So midnight was met up ah wei them and we just drink at auto city @ old town! Sure that back around 3am in earlier.

Second day, woken up earlier, 9am.He was till sleeping as a pig even how i called him wake up pls.
He bring me went to nibong tebal ate breakfast. asam laksa, quite nice!

Afternoon, accompanied he went to office and work a while then wo departured to queensbay mall shopping. So just both taking the movie, ''homecomings''. I treat him movie and he treat me B& R ice-cream.

Night, i was leaved him with is friend and i was join my friend, so met up wei bing around 8something and he fetched me along to sg pinang having dinner.
Around 10pm, we was went to !st avenue and fetched ah yi.
Thanks ah yi treat us movie, ''great day''.

\After movie, we went to batu feringgi having supper.

I was felt very happy and relax in da night, so around 4something arrived home, felt sleepy but couldn't sleep early. The next day, was thought can sleep until late only wake up, sigh! Gv the stupid morning called and bringing i was bored half day.

过了

2011-01-20T20:33:00.000-08:00

现在呆在槟城，待会就回kl了。
来到这里比在家更闷更无聊更不开心，可能很多烦恼都放不下。
那晚到了就突然很想念他，同时泪也掉了。我真的真的和想念他！

回想很多东西，一直挣扎了很久，问了自己很多问题！
我们在一起都年了多，很多东西我不能在这一刻马上就可以擦掉，
我还需要时间去忘记去放弃。昨晚和他们去batu feringgi喝酒，
感觉就很开心什么都没有去想，我就甚至把不开心的东西都丢进海里，
所以现在的烦恼都减轻了一半。我还要往前看往前探讨我自己的世界需要什么。
不好的东西我不想拿回了！我只想让自己多些冷静！

Fuck those sagai

2011-01-17T02:05:00.000-08:00

Im sicking tired being cough, fever now.
Im realy tired and i was just sleep few hour in one day.
(woken up cried and slept in last few day!)

Finally, i was thanks to my consoler, Ms daphne Wong & Mr Rakesh.
Now i just realize, who is the most treat me as friend.
Again, thanks to you again, ah xiang & ah boy, and ah nic.
First, ah xiang. He stayin' at penang now, so he was so care me when i down and moody.
Something i knew before is, he realy is a good bf and good guy.
So i'll try to accept him in da moment. Im very miss him.
Second, ah boy. Although he've wife and daughter. He also take sometime to fetch me goin out.

Another, those sagai when i obsessed. fuck your mother bitch!

Today,monday 17january.
I was nothing at all include no cry and hurt. Just feel not some habits suddenly lost you. I'll litsen to my friend consolation, forget and forgive and we till can be friend! I didn't angry you, just got a feel wanna be friend together as when we recognised in 2009. Im realy so proud to myself, just use few day and can been waken up as soon as well.

So i was nothing and recover 75%! Still another 25% i need relax and enjoy then directly can forget him.

I'm Back from here again

2011-01-15T03:07:00.000-08:00

Have abandoning my blog so long so long, almost one month ago.

Nowdays i was so free and will try to blogging everyday!

Cuz i was single currently. seriously and doesn't kidding!

This time is the third time you said ''break'' with me, and im knew you're quite serious to this time! I don't know what can i do without you this moment! I just know how to cry after sleep or wake up.

December

2010-12-21T04:43:00.000-08:00

十二月了,今天是21号,再多几天就是圣诞节,下个星期五就是2010的最后一天.

我就这样懒散了一年,明年是时候转变一下自己的生活环境!

突然好想念我的BII,他要工作所以陪不到我,刚才因为某些事情搞到我误会了他,就感觉像是以前一样,他欺骗我,我对他的信心很少了.我知道是自己过度敏感.他真的为我改变了很多.

这个圣诞节会和他一起庆祝,他答应我会买香水给我,但是要等到明年才能拿到!我想自己买,但是却很想在他手上拿到!那种开心感是真的很开心.

currently

2010-12-18T09:19:00.000-08:00

I love what currently im having im getting.
Means? Love and life.

Love,
I love my bii so much, recently he treat me realy so good as before he totally change his attitude his behaviour. Mybe i should treat him more good make him more happy and let him get more happiness. I love him much. This few day, he always accompanied me, even just a normaly lifestyle and habits, he like to tam me make me laugh when he maked the funny face. But usualy is i call him , wei, tam me lah. Feel like so forces he do everything to me. am feel very sweet and happy. I hope we can continue this habits and treat each other happy always.

Life,
Will nothing special, just tea, chat. Nothing else can mention. Just to be continue.

开心加失望

2010-12-13T04:31:00.000-08:00

昨天真的很得空,放工回到家已经是两点多了.看到我的电话很多个misscall，原来是阿祥。打回去给他的时候他竟然没接。三点多，冲凉看戏准备休息，他回电给我，我们说了很多很好笑的话题，都是关于她，所以我就一直笑笑笑，笑到睡不着！终于都逼自己睡个午觉，六点多起身就打给他告诉他我肚子饿了，但是他和simon在MIDVALLEY吃饭所以会迟点来载我。拖拖下，竟然拖到九点，我真的不想出去了，因为累了，他就死命叫我出，最后就在门口外听电话等他来载我，上了车，我竟然收到‘他’的来电，我当场开心到说不出话，现在回想起真的很意外，我们大概已有一个月没有见面了，我真的好想他。结果的就是我没有合他出到。失望的那种心情很低落直到现在·····································

昨晚就去了我家附近的pizzahut delivery centre叫了pizza，然后下一场就转去midvalley。回到家十二多，然后和他谈电话谈到三点多，还记得昨晚真的谈了很多东西，笑话真的很多，我就真的笑到肚子很痛。他去了jb工作，他答应明天回来就立刻找我，其实他为我做了很多东西，他就是体贴温柔的一个好男生，我们出去那么多次，他载了我很多次，就是没有计较没有占我便宜！一个月多了，我们就认识了只有那一个月多，就是觉得很多东西你对我很老实很坦白，他就是随传随到，什么都迁就我，结论的就是，他给不到我要的东西就是感觉！我自己真的很矛盾，毕竟我们认识了不是很久，毕竟我的心里还有‘他’。我们已经几天没有见面没有联络了，不知道现在的他好吗？不知道他今天开始两份工作会不会累？不知道他没有我了日子会不会开心？老实说，我真的累下去了。

Love & Cherish

2010-12-09T22:36:00.000-08:00

i never regret what im doing for you.

A new month on december, i'd promise myself i'll do all the thing better then last time.

We lost the time the chance the fate,

but we found back what we gonna cover within our relation.

ILY, my little bii.

Tuesday night

2010-12-09T22:27:00.000-08:00

Belated post. I just get the chance and upload few topic over here.

Actually you guys look im so busy, but honest to you guys,

am not busy and feeling boring everyday.

So many friends was asked me before,

your life look so great and have a lot of fun.

Erm, i should use the word describe,

(human in life just chase sex, fun and food.)

Tuesday that night we appeared in mont kiara.

I was counting how many times we'll goin there in a week?

so that night first location- ah xiang and me seat at dr cafe and wait daph, yap & sim.

second round was change to coffee bean.

and i met up alien and ah hong.

We realy didn't met since few months ago.

Unfortunate, i didn't get the fate met ah tank gor.

All day long

2010-12-06T03:49:00.000-08:00

A sweet saturday & sunday night.

This few day i was get many fun and happy, forget someone and take back some happy moment.
Sarturday he was fetched me out of dinner, then second round we were changed to coffee bean @ mont kiara tea with apple daphne and simon. Ah yap was ffk us, haiz, couldn't blame him, cuz friday night was enter to his house open a little party night. Around 1something arrived home, i couldn't believe that last few day both always back in da earlier and get deep rest. ILV.

Sunday,
Actually saturday night that day he already tried to date me out on sunday afternoon, and i was bet with him i won't out on sunday cuz i need accompanied my family and be a guai luii. And i asked him, if i didn't goin out will you treat me a meal, and he said, normally you words also can't believe, cuz you do gek thing and you said gek thing is totally different. haha, so he was agree and said yes, if you didn't out, i treat you meal. Ultimate, i was won the game, so last night he chat with me just inside the phone, and i was deicded coffee bean @ breakfast.

Monday,
I just woken up around 7something, and i keep waiting his call. Cuz last night he already date me out of tea, erm, i should understand, almost one day half he didn't met me. And am so hungry right now, i waiting him fetch me out of dinner.

Stay tuned.

Schedule on last few day

2010-11-29T22:59:00.000-08:00

If i never forgot everyting,

saturday night,
we all plannin out in da earlier, middle something happen and make me damn annoyed, so i decided stayin at home rest better, 10pm something, he already arrived my home and am so forcess to hang out, so the last decision will appear at mont kiara @ coffee bean, my favourite and a nice scenic, thanks you guys much.

Sunday night,
Afternoon suddenly felt so hungry and tried to date out some people to hang out, actually last week we already planned to goin sepang beach, but was date a girl she change the plan to pj dinner, she ffk me again and again, few times almost she din't make the promise until success, damn dissapointed to her. So night we went to mid valley movie ''the next three day''. Rating for this movie 3star, some boring, but ultimate was brilliant to get the stories. Midnight, no supper for us, cuz i'd promise him will let him back in da early and rest, he fucking thanks me. hahaha, a stupid again.

Monday,
This day i din't catch any purpose want to hang out, tea with my friend, i just wanna stayin at home and rest cuz i've obviously my throat feel so depressing. He call me around 8something, and we chat alomost half an hour, am felt very happy cuz we never chat the topic as so humour, thanks him. Around 9something, i was tired and felt so sleepy and get the chance early sleep.

Tuesday,
Today, i realy din't plan want go where for fun, my cousin was date me just now, she give me a vouncher worth RM 400 for japenese meal. So tonight we'll goin subang jaya to having an enrich dinner. Am felling happy on today.

不值得

2010-11-27T03:04:00.000-08:00

离开你的第四天,也是我在这里为你写的最后一篇.

今天想了很多东西,多天来的梦和希望我想是该放下了.承受不了的痛不代表我以后还会痛,我目前保持不好的状况,不代表我以后没有别的希望.今天拿起了它,头脑很清醒的在想,我想你想找你,还值得吗?我问了自己很多遍,问了又问想了又想,值得吗?我的答案,不值得!就算以后我们在路上相遇，我们只能挥挥手，点点头，笑笑下就走！好朋友。

说会昨天,突然很想去soul out吃饭，on the road的时候，心里有一种特别的感觉，因为昨晚走的路去的地方都留下了很多我和他的回忆，在车了，静静地，拿起它，看着前面，这些路，我们曾走过！到了soul out门口，有种不想走进去的感觉，在外听到有人唱生日歌，顿时我回想起你生日那天，我没有去到。我又想，如果那天我有在场，环境会不会像昨晚一样的热闹，有我的在，你会不会开心点？这些问题在心里一直问自己，但是我不想知道那个答案，因为，感觉给我知道，有没有我的出现，你也一样开心。晚餐来了，daphne一直逗我笑逗我讲话，我告诉她，你们两个聊着先，我有点不想说话，我只想想东西。看着他们两个静了下，自己却觉得不好意思。最后还是勉强自己去笑。

我们在一起的时间不算长，认识也不够一年。我们之间的关系只能在这里挂上句号！一切不能再回头望，只能当成美好的回忆。我，不能答应自己偶尔不会想起你，但是最好就是逼自己不要，觉得今天的自己开心了轻松了。代会儿去看戏，还是喝杯茶聊天？我还不知道要怎样。

完毕！

Hartamas @ soul out

2010-11-27T02:45:00.000-08:00

Laat night we were planned in the earlier has been goin out dinner at hartamas @ soul out.

Thanks to my driver mr xiang, and good buddy daphne.

Thanks to my driver again, cuz he was accompanied me in da whole night.

Just few picture takin on last night.

my meal, fish & chip.
couple in da night. i love this, cuz my smile look so sweet

My conclusion in last night is : was not so enjoyable and unhappy. Felt i was bring moody along into a great night.

Thank mr xiang treat me an enrich meal.

往前走,往前看

2010-11-26T02:07:00.000-08:00

离开你的第二天,

（其实生病了很久很多天，我都没有去看医生，就一直和朋友去喝酒。）

那张是在临出门前拍的。sunway @ alive。

这几天都有一直想起你,想起我们吵闹开心点点滴滴生活中的一分一秒.最近的我们真的很多问题,每次电话响起我都很想是你,在闷得时候却很想打给你.最后我都没有做到.因为我想我们两个需要时间去冷静,我不想再烦你再打扰你了.我想了很久，我们的关系是不是该到此为止就结束。现在的我很痛恨酸但是却不比你之前忍受我的那种痛。我承认我就是自私的那类人！我该放走你还回你自由和让你减轻一个重大的包袱。我真的很想想明白一下你的感受，而你有没有明白过我的感受？

离开你的第三天。

今天没有工作，昨晚也特地玩到很夜才回家，药，我没有吃了，因为吃了很累很想睡觉。昨晚他问我你要回家吗，我说不要因为我不想在家乱想东西，我只好跟他去吃宵夜，‘它’陪了我一晚，一根一根地。昨晚真的忍不住诉苦了很多东西，发泄了又怎样？我还是觉得不是你一个人的错，发泄了我还是一样那么的犯贱去想你。。。

今早六点多被信息吵醒了，H先生信息我叫我起身工作，我的妈呀。我offday啊，开始又失眠了，完全不能睡，一直死命在咳嗽，喉咙痛到我。。。下午了，起身拿起‘它’，让我冷静了很多，顿时，真的很想打电话找他，想打给他的那种感觉就像吸了白粉那种隐一样，很想但我却一直逼自己不要。最后我没有做到！

上星期六

他去了马六甲，也是我们冷战的第一天开始。很不开心地情况下去了zouk@ phuture。我真的意像不到我能进，那晚不是玩的很开心。我闷闷的坐在椅子上拿起我的杯听着音乐享受那里的环境。

Thursday night

2010-11-26T02:01:00.000-08:00

Last night dinner with my dearest cousin.

doctor reminded me again and again, no fried allow.

But i till order crab and kept ate on last night.

(am very apologize to my throat.)
this is the cutie girl eating.

You again!

2010-11-23T21:28:00.001-08:00

离开你的第一天

我不知道我昨晚做的决定是可以维持到多久,我很怕我会再找你.

我的心很痛很酸,泪水一直在眼眶里流出,我知道,我该离开你了.

你真的变了,变得可以把每次的错都推在我身上,你对我真的没有感觉,我领悟到同时也感觉到.你说你还爱我想我,一切你都只是在敷衍我.昨晚我吃了药我真的不想那么快起身而你要去陪你朋友丢下我,昨晚我真的很想你陪我安慰我照顾我.但最后你没有做到反而说我发你脾气.昨晚在车我听到你和你朋友说的话,我的心很酸很痛.

我痛了哭了又怎样,辛苦的还是自己.你没错,是我不好.

委屈

2010-11-22T03:09:00.000-08:00

很久都没有写blog了.是时候要更新一下.

我觉得自己很委屈,这一刻这一分钟,我做着不是我自己想要做的东西,心很不舒服,真的没有试过做一切自己不想但要逼自己去做的东西.心真的过意不去!
答应了自己,事情到了成功我地步我就会很潇洒地去解决我不想做的东西!

是不是一个曾经伤害过你的人,你就不会再接受?
是不是一个曾经再三再四的说谎欺骗你你就不会再相信?
老实说,我会这样.

最近很喜欢和daphne 出,喝茶也好,喝酒也好,我都回把自己不开心的东西都忘掉.还记得昨天我们一起去喝茶的时候,她说她前男友是个怎样的人怎样对待他,我听了,蛮开心,因为她的口气动作和表情都很好笑.真的不能不佩服她.上了车,各自回家了,我告诉他,开心了后又要回到烦恼,我好讨厌那种感觉!!我和他在车里的话题很少很少.也许就是知道了某些事情我不是很想让他误会.

我很烦很烦.真的很想出trip去relax下.

Confusing

2010-11-12T03:47:00.000-08:00

I don't know what im thinking what im doing what im expecting??

I'd been selected from you since xx ago. Everytime when we argue i'll very angry say some words to hurt you. You know, i realy scared and lost you. Im so confuse what relation we're. I know you very care me. But i know you definitely change your attitude. I know you do everything for me is for my own good. When you care me i just know that you too over nervous on me. When you distress on me i feel very uncomfortable, the feel very weird cuz you never ask me never concern to me again. Honestly, i scare and lose you. Everything you do for me is memorable in my life, but sometimes you're misundertsand my situation. What happen between you and me? I realy never change to you, my attitude, my behaviour. Im so sorry to you cuz always make you upset, annoy me until we break again again and again.

''Stop contact'' this word i'd promise you before and i'll stop to say, but everytime when you make me unsatisfice or argue i'll just so easy to speak out. You know, i very concern to you. ILY and i very need you in my life. At here, i promise you again i'll comfirmly make promise i won't talk it again. I'll change all m attitude until you pass me. I've confidence i can do it until better then last time. Just a moment and i need you always beside me. That's a promise.

And you, please don't always disconnect when we talking in the phone. You know why everytime when i angry you also love to do that instead make me more fire and annoy (i feel that am as a slut). Hate you this attitude. Bii, can you change for me due?

A word can describe and very important to our life ''trust''. I hope you can trust me and if anything happen you're feel trouble please tell me and don't deceive me, you understand that give a ''important people'' lie when everytime what you say to me i also curiosity and lost confidence to your words. We need do more of conversation to understand both. Understand?

Ultimately, you sick, and im not beside on you to care you, but i know your grandma will care you details & carefully better then me, so i din't worry about you. That day i sick, flu, sore throat, fever, right now turn to you. Maybe you said that right, is my virues infection to you. So-sorry, my little ''thin bii''. (nobody tell me i also know you many shortcomings, because your immunity low, you lose vitamin B & E.) right?ngam mou leh. This few day i'll care you inside message, but you'd to promise to me you need staying at home make a due rest!!!

Bii, can you forgive me? *(actually this word is you need to ask me. cuz you always blame me.)

Congratz to my lil sis

2010-11-08T05:26:00.000-08:00

Satuday night

2010-11-08T05:04:00.000-08:00

Last satuday we were planned out. First station we plan chill of Library @ Mid valley.
Second round was change location cuz we wanna club night, so simon drove to sunway. Unfortunate, alive was full, so we just plannin' the simple decision to EURO STAR. (caution: suck club) That night not get a lot of fun & happy.

So-sorry cuz not much of picture inside that night.

011110

2010-11-02T03:38:00.000-07:00

新的一天新的一个月份,好像什么东西都是重新开始.

人就是那么的任性那么的放纵那么的贪心,生活沉闷了,需要一些新鲜感来满足自己,让自己的生活过的开心点,压力少点, 每一样东西或是事件都想完美无瑕.
我生活在一个现实的社会上,一切都习惯.

自由究竟谁可以给我?
家人还是朋友?还是你?
老实说,单身的生活真的很自在,但是有时寂寞却没人知道.
我,单身了应该有8个月半,我和他,其实还有联系.
在这*个月,吵吵闹闹,甚至粗暴点也试过.
我今天领悟到了,我的生活里依然还有你的存在.
我好想你可以开始学习放下我,我好想我们大家都能过回自己的生活,我好想你对我的醋意不要那么深,我好想一切一切一点一滴你都能为我改变.你真的不是想象中那么的完美,但是你对我的紧张已经胜过很多的东西与问题.我们的关系可以不要再那么的complicated吗?

我只想要我的自由,我不喜欢吵闹的日子几乎一个星期里一定有一次发生在我们身上.

Pavilion @ Spaggio

2010-11-01T03:31:00.000-07:00

Heyy guys, here some update and upload.

Last thursday night we were appeared at pavilion @ spaggio get a drink.

So-sorry for fedderick because we were late met up him.He almost wait all of us probably 3an hours by alone. We so rush to met him, sorry

(cuz simon and i went to kepong @ wangsa permai picked up Daphne.)

`Here some picture showing....

Daphne & I

Party starting, camwhore first this two character.

simon & fedderick

(both busy discussion bussiness.)

fedderick, he look so bussiness man

fedderick & daphne (auto effect)

flash light.

vicky, daphne, fedderick

with a british girl camwhore, maybe both get a deep fate,

she just staying near my house. She study at UCSI~

i love this picture.

dudes= fedderick, simon, sohk

daphne, a good smile.

rating for this picture 5star.

(All of us.)

We all get the chance & times meet up,

we get a lot of fun, happy in that night.

To be continue, saturday night.

Celebrated Halloween in sunway giza mall @ movida with brunch.

Stay tuned, photo will upload soon.

busy month

2010-10-19T01:46:00.000-07:00

I just arrive kl not much of few day, i'll goin malacca this friday and suppose sunday will come back. Next thursday maybe i'll appear in penang. I till planning my schedule, my vacation, my budget. Fully busy travel in a month~

Thailand @ hattyai

2010-10-19T00:05:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, last night i was arrived home probably 6something.

`here some pictures to show you guys.

stay tuned. this friday will going malacca with my sis.

Expecting

2010-10-13T04:17:00.000-07:00

Okae, i've to promise myself, after holiday i need went back to work. Maybe help parent either see which job or friend urgen vacancy. I need a job definitely,certainly mostly i just can lazy until next week.

Half an month were gone,

November is coming soon,
i already lose many times, i need rush it back!

Stressing about november, my taiwan trip.
Pocket money keep running low.
(no one will sponsor me again.)
I need depend m hand and earn money.

Holiday-ing

2010-10-13T03:26:00.000-07:00

Starting tommorow was schedule to appear at Thailand trip within inside two day one night in city ''hapzai''. We were planned perfectly our short vacation even just two day. Saturday, afternoon will goin back village, my dad hometown kuala perlis @ kaki bukit, we were been invited wedding party! Time pass fast, this plan we planned in last two week ago. I should cherish time.

Tommorow i'll go saloon along, my hair till need dye again, and i need treatment.
Afternoon will go to Low yat plaza digi centre. I'll get my i-phone4. Am so excitement right now, feel that lose someone instead get back something. *secret, I just can provability, he betray me! Am suspected in da last night, i was right to maked the decided and my decision at ultimate were, stop relation with him! Am available starting right now! *clapss.

(I single until now, probably 7months.)
*Daphne and i was thirsty. hehe~

At here, i need thanks to him, my little bii. Thanks for his accompanied thanks for his teachin', thanks him so much that so many matter he remind me again and again. (although sometime he always deceived me,damn!) That's why sometimes 'YOU' always maked me misunderstand 'you'. That's why i always do stupid, idiot, crazy thing infront of you. 'YOU' cant blame me. But you till my little bii. My priority ''crush''.

Last, later need back to office a while. Tommorow will busy, morning wake up need accompany mother go back withdrawal, afternoon i need go saloon, evening need go low yat, night will congregation at bukit jalil and we 'll took midnight bus go thailand.
That's mean tonight i need packing all the clothes and stuff. Busy day & time, i like it.

Friends & buddies, SOUVENIR? Erm, actually im shortage-ing my pocket money. Just catch the chance and see what suitable to you guys.

At here need to thanks you guys, thanks for viewing.
I'll be back on monday.

Hate !!!

2010-10-11T01:55:00.000-07:00

Sorry cuz abandoning this blog since september.
(Many reason that i couldn't daily update and upload pictures. so-sorry)

Am moody right now, some upset was just now i already typed a thousand wordssss inside a page, suddenly i click publish post to share my diary to you guys, my connection disconnect and bringing the page was lost and i don't understand why will lose? Normaly what i type it's will automatic save! Damn bad luck.

I hate today.111010! Reason is...
I've a bad afternoon, begin 12.45pm until now. I was argue with him, perhaps i'll lose * start from now. I till wondering what can i do for myself. Hope tonight wont get any nightmare. I keep telling myself, vicky chong, is time to awake is time to refresh is time to get back a new lfestyle. I've remember what we were happen what we were receiving since Endof january. October nowadays, I till dreaming many things. I know am so idiot!

(If can i hope today is saturday night. That day is my happy day! But i've to know, this world din't any miracle will appear in my life. i just can expect!)

Heyy

2010-09-06T22:56:00.000-07:00

Is an apologize guys & my dearest friends.
I knew i was late and seldom update my blog.
I was kinda free since last tuesday!
{Althought sometimes will goin out tea or movie with my friends.}
Last saturday i was received a suprise from him. Im appreciated and meanwhile im admired too. Thanks you my man.

Secondly, we were get the chance watched few moive on last week,
Step up 3D (3D realy brilliant,story very meaningful), Vampire suck (realy a suck movie, caution for you if haven watch it, dont watch, waste time & money), and Growns up (realy a funny/rediculous movie),i till remember it's title wrote down in the advertisement''you can laugh start till the end'' someone told me, ''is worth to watch this''. hehe, im agree too! If you haven get the chance take this movie, please take it as soon as possible! Don't miss the chance!

Thirdly, i'll goin penang with my dearest MS A on next thursday. Our first location will stop at Ipoh, then wait Penang friends come fetch us. Erm, should think details how am gonna spend the nice jourvery in few days. I need jotting sown & should remembrance in my life my memory!

Fourdly, i goin back to work. Maybe it will sacrificed something and will get back some meaningful thing. ''LOST IS LOST''. Just wait im find a new job only resign!

Madness day

2010-08-30T03:51:00.000-07:00

Im bad moody right now, dont even try to make me laugh make me happy make angry again! Im posting this topic im anticipate will get both angry me, hate me, so much so that seriously will stop contact with me start from right now! But im realy not care about that what relation we keep go ahead. Im not coward im not even just need to respect/help you and her! Althought friendship is many year, i can loudly speak out ,''we can maintain until now is the fate''. But for me right now, i don't think that! Every people need respect with each other and only receive back the respect, how you guys treat me im already received! One word can describe, fuck. Stop this topic.

And ultimately, my last decision! Am decided resign, althought im shortage for money expect for every item that i need. I need a travel before im looking for the new job new working. Im seriously, im couldnt easy to give out my decision. Thanks viewing and reading!

Im damn free right now. Any date and event i can accept!